Suestew's Journal

Hello All;

  I thought Charley and I had it tough already!! Now they have cut his hours even more. This week he has 2 days of work....next week he has 1 day. I'm becoming more stressed out now because we have no savings or anything. To have to live on my disablity checks will surely be a joke. I only paid part of my rent this month and now I'm worried about coming up with the rest. We thought he would get more hours next week.....that has been a real let down.  There has got to be some kind of light at the end of this tunnel soon. 

  The social worker called me from the dialysis clinic and told me of a place to go to get a free wig.  I will check them out next week when I go to the doctor again. I went to the transplant education class I had to go to in order to be put on the waiting list. They gave me papers for my son to fill out , just in case he's a matching donor.  Because  he suffers from bi-polar disorder they may not even allow him to donate. I am almost hoping he won't be a match because I worry about him feeling responsible if something should go wrong with me. I know how he is and I'm sure he'd feel guilty if anything bad happend. He would not be my first choice for a donor. I almost feel like he's trying to pay me back for all the crap he has put me through. That stuff doesn't matter to me....I love him, he is, and always will be my first born.

  Ok enough of the sappy stuff for now. Sorry if I bored anyone....lol that's how my life is....so boring!!

                                              Love You Guys, :) Sue