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LEARJETCHICK 
5:28am, September 25, 2009
Trying to prepare myself "mentally" for the new job.
I either start on Tues. or Wed.
I have waited a long time to get back into what I have been trained to do.
Why is my brain playing tricks on me?
You see, when I walk in the doors to my work, I have always tried to leave the "other" MJ outside. I know that sounds odd, but so true. I want to walk into the job each day as the confident, strong, intelligent person I always hoped I would be. Never want to let the barriers break especially at the place of employment. And when they do?? It is my history that I just end up walking out the door, for good. When that happens, I let myself down. I dont want to continue on that path. I want to be the person that I know I can be!!
Thanks to each of you so very much. I love each of you that take time to read this.
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Beautiful, we all have what it takes to get us through a work day. You do what you need to do and dont give it a second thought. I read once in one of your older journal entries that you referred to is as turning on a switch. Turn the switch, baby and let it rip! You will be great.
LINSKYgonelow
The thing is MJ, you are that person! Just let yourself shine through and everything will be great! Good luck and let us know how it goes. Luv ya sis! Beth
Coping
I knew you could do it .. and .. yes .. that's a good plan .. If you can .. pretend you are an actress .. the confident, talented person you have seen deep inside yourself .. for .. it is you .. that you see ..
I'm so proud of you .. 3 Cheers for MJ .. Hip Hip Horray, Hip Hip Horray, Hip Hip Horray ..
Raynow
wow...just been through that...at on e point i was charming and unstappable, the chosen one, do no wrong, then it all turned bad quickly ovewrnite...should have sawe it coming...not sure where my path will take me but always up 4 ther challenge, at these times, nothing can bring me down...except for me....would like you as a friend k....P
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