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LEARJETCHICK 
5:28am, September 25, 2009
Here goes nothing, folks... giving it my best shot and trying to do a good job on the new position. A little nervous for being on my own so early in the game, but if I try not to focus on it too much, I think I can do it. So many unanswered questions and now the girl that had trained me so quickly has left for good. I kind of snapped at her on Friday (which if you know me, is TOTALLY unlike me). She was getting pushy with me and I just finally had my fill and said "Look. I was doing administrative work when you were in the WOMB".......
Rendered her speechless. lol
I was proud of myself.
Love to each of you.
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Ok. Here goes nothing.
First week I struggled a bit with handling the traffic.
I am not used to dealing with city traffic.
What a freakin' treat that was. NOT.
Drove there my first 2 days with no problems.
Then I had to change my course a bit and screwed myself royally.
Ended up getting off the wrong exit two days in a row.
Got back on the wrong highway and that was it.
Started to cry and just wanted to go home.
Meanwhile, bumper to bumper traffic all around me. 4 lane highway. Exits and onramps coming at me faster than I could read the damn signs. It was a rough course.
Finally got on track and on Friday managed to drive right to it.
Woohoo!
Week 2.... coming up.
Love to you, my friends that take the time to read this.
MJ
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Way to go Girlfriend!!!! You did it! You had rough times, you got through and you did it! It just gets easier from here on in. Luv ya girl! Beth
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Is public transportation an option? It would help cut down on commuting stress.
Trying to prepare myself "mentally" for the new job.
I either start on Tues. or Wed.
I have waited a long time to get back into what I have been trained to do.
Why is my brain playing tricks on me?
You see, when I walk in the doors to my work, I have always tried to leave the "other" MJ outside. I know that sounds odd, but so true. I want to walk into the job each day as the confident, strong, intelligent person I always hoped I would be. Never want to let the barriers break especially at the place of employment. And when they do?? It is my history that I just end up walking out the door, for good. When that happens, I let myself down. I dont want to continue on that path. I want to be the person that I know I can be!!
Thanks to each of you so very much. I love each of you that take time to read this.
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Beautiful, we all have what it takes to get us through a work day. You do what you need to do and dont give it a second thought. I read once in one of your older journal entries that you referred to is as turning on a switch. Turn the switch, baby and let it rip! You will be great.
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The thing is MJ, you are that person! Just let yourself shine through and everything will be great! Good luck and let us know how it goes. Luv ya sis! Beth
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I knew you could do it .. and .. yes .. that's a good plan .. If you can .. pretend you are an actress .. the confident, talented person you have seen deep inside yourself .. for .. it is you .. that you see ..
I'm so proud of you .. 3 Cheers for MJ .. Hip Hip Horray, Hip Hip Horray, Hip Hip Horray ..
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wow...just been through that...at on e point i was charming and unstappable, the chosen one, do no wrong, then it all turned bad quickly ovewrnite...should have sawe it coming...not sure where my path will take me but always up 4 ther challenge, at these times, nothing can bring me down...except for me....would like you as a friend k....P
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OMG! Girlfriend, I knew you had it in you! Good luck this week, my thoughts and prayers are with you! Luv ya! Beth
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Hiya MJ huggles of luvs 2 u hunz xxxxxxxxxx
I dont get in much, but your always in my thoughts & soon as I do, I have 2 see your okidokis hunz xxx
Im so proud of you. you have come so far. Keep it up special lady.
Luvs yas
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poweredbyfairydust
Awesome progress. Taking your power back. What a huge step forward..Your walkin the walk again.We are all pullin for you-
lotsa hugs! XXX
LSRman