Ok... preparing for solo on the job....
September 27, 2009 3:53pm
Here goes nothing, folks... giving it my best shot and trying to do a good job on the new position. A little nervous for being on my own so early in …
LEARJETCHICK
5:28am, September 25, 2009
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About Me
LEARJETCHICK
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About Me
Private person. Not that folks want to hear about it anyway. lol
Private person. Not that folks want to hear about it anyway. lol
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Interests
I love people. Love listening to them and trying to help in any way that I can. Music is my love. Dream of being in a stable relationship and having someone to lean on, that can accept me for who I am 100%. Have learned that I am a person that needs to be loved.
I love people. Love listening to them and trying to help in any way that I can. Music is my love. Dream
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New job - First Week Down
September 20, 2009 9:18pm
Ok. Here goes nothing. First week I struggled a bit with handling the traffic. I am not used to dealing with city traffic. What a …
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Preparing for new job
August 30, 2009 7:36am
Trying to prepare myself "mentally" for the new job.
I either start on Tues. or Wed.
I have waited a long time to get back into what I have …
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OMG: Feeling blessed. 2 interviews.
August 21, 2009 9:28pm
Finally...... Please God... let it be your will that one of these jobs will be mine. I am out of meds and need this boost in my life. I know that I …
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Great big hugz .. full of kind caring .. for my friend ..
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Miss You
Hi Jet,your not keeping in touch much dear lady?((HUGS))
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Hey Girlfriend! It has been way to long since I touched base with you. Hope all is well in your world. Things here are busy and now coping with H1N1 but on the downhill slide, I hope! LOL! Would love to hear from you! Take care, Beth
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Support Groups
Close Sexual Abuse
Not sure where to begin on this one. Stems from when I was raped. Almost every man that I have ever came in contact has attempted to abuse me sexually. Its the like they can read the fear in my mind. and use it to their advantage. When they start trying to touch me my mind literally checks out!! It takes me back to the same feeling I had when I was violently raped at 14.
Treatments
Close Bipolar Disorder
Have had ups and downs horribly for as long as I can remember. Diagnosed with B-P 20 years ago. My family is not one to believe in depression or B-P. Didnt help things much. Confidence is shit. I make horrible decisions in my life and my family is one to constantly remind me of this. Makes me feel like I have to live my life for them. Not having the right meds makes everyday a struggle to survive. Think of suicide at least twice a week. Afraid of that one time I wont be able to pull myself out.
Open Infertility
Type: EndometriosisStruggled with this disease until I had to have a hysterectomy. Lost my marriage and my hopes of a family. Tears me up everyday. I have had 2 dreams in my life. One is to have a happy marriage with respect for each other and the other dream was to be a MOM. A shot to the heart, as I have failed both miserably.
Open Rape
Raped at 14 by a family friend. They were still permitted to come around and it messed with my self worth, value, and worst, my head. Was later raped again by someone who was a new friend. I remember vividly as my mind went to that same empty place where there were no emotions while it was happening. No nothing. The emotions came after-the-fact. And the guilt set in again. Feelings of being weak. This time I only shared it with one friend. No family. Just one person knows.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Fail in every relationship I have been in. Thought of a new relationship terrifies the hell out of me. Mainly because I cannot take the pain of failure any longer. How do I handle the pain when I see that my relationship is failing?? I WALK AWAY. I just leave. Disappear. The only way that I can handle it. Leave and block it out like I have handled all the other pain in my life.
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Open Depression
Never knew depression until I was raped at 14. Downhill ever since.
Open Alcoholism
Dad was an alcoholic and was killed while drinking and driving when I was 9 months old. Ex was an alcoholic. One of my best friends, alcoholic. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO HELP THEM.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Have been in 2 abusive marriages. Just left an abusive alcoholic. In the process of ending this marriage. The pain of being hit has taken its toll horribly on trusting others let alone my self esteem. But the words hurt more.Have no feeling of self worth because I just see that men do not appreciate my good qualities and look down upon me.
Open Hysterectomy
LEARJETCHICK hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
LEARJETCHICK hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Endometriosis
LEARJETCHICK hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Codependency
I have always put others needs and wants in front of my own, to a ridiculous level. I know it is ruining my life. I want to care about ME for a change! I just dont know how.
