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AnarchistChRiSt 
3:31pm Saturday
The day I fell it came so quick I didn't even expect it, thought id make it. Now I'm faking it, Living life in a blur, Life in slow motionm yet still these racing thoughts. Screaming voices a lifes pain...what a big mess Ive made. I will not forgive and I will never forget. Never thought the world could be so hopeless, so ruthless. Its all a test, Its all a game. A game Im not prepared to play, I wish to make it all fade away.. Cause my life is in complete dismay...
The wreck, the wreck the no one see's I am. The mask that I show all seems to fit, I'm dieing, but can you tell, I'm dieing but do you care.? I look at the person Ive become and don't know who I could possibly be, lost in so much pain I can even remember feeling sane. The past is creeping up again, to show me where Ive been. Tell me how this one will end, In my moments alone on what can I depend.
The wreck, the wreck the no one see's I am. The mask that I show all seems to fit, I'm dieing, but can you tell, I'm dieing but do you care.? I look at the person Ive become and don't know who I could possibly be, lost in so much pain I can even remember feeling sane. The past is creeping up again, to show me where Ive been. Tell me how this one will end, In my moments alone on what can I depend.
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Refuse, refuse
Refuse to bow to any man
Refuse to deny my rights
Refuse to self-destruct
Refuse, refuse
Refuse to condemn my soul
Refuse to sell myself out
Refuse to destroy myself
Refuse, refuse
Hold your head high stand up tall
Watch how quickly that'll make the cowards fall
Refuse, I refuse
Respect your body and challenge your mind
You'll come out a winner every single time
Refuse, I refuse
I refuse
Refuse to destroy my mind
Refuse to live your lie
Refuse to appease the enemy
Refuse, refuse
Man made titles shouldn't impress
Terminate them like a pest
Refuse, I refuse
Play this game just like a toy
Celebrate what you destroy
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Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy
You never reach a point as low
As when you want to reap more than you sow
Look in the mirror and you will see
Your potential worst enemy
Refuse to conform my thoughts
Refuse to control my pain
Refuse to be a guinea pig
Refuse
Reject, renounce, refuse, destroy!
rennikc