Journal Entry for October 23, 2008
October 23, 2008 12:26am
so. theres this new guy named charlie. we arw in my schools musical together and hes a junior. part of me think omg how …
ktladie411 
8:26am, September 1, 2009
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ktladie411
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I am in college now and my passion is dancing, singing and acting. I want to grow up to be a child psycologist and help all those other kids with anxiety disorders just like my psycologist helped me. I also find the brain, people, and why people do the things they do fascinating. (im not afraid to be a complete NERD sometimes.) My all time favorite show is csi and im obsessed with forensics. im in love with a fictional vampire named edward cullen, and with my genetically larger-than-average bicuspibs, i think i could pull off the vampire thing. i never clean my room and i love being awkward with my friends. i dont like chinese food and i love to dance around my room. there are very few people who dont get along with me. i love rainy days and i love to eat hersheys kisses. im addicted to facebook. i have an open mind for new things (most of the time when anxiety doesnt play a part) and i hate roller coasters..unless you drag me by my feet...im not a prude and im not a whore..i like to tell people how it is and hope everything works out the way i wish it would. xoxo
I am in college now and my passion is dancing, singing and acting. I want to grow up to be a child psycologist and help all those other kids with anxiety disorders just like my psycologist helped me. I also find the brain, people, and why people do the things they do fascinating. (im not afraid to be a complete NERD sometimes.) My all time favorite show is csi and im obsessed with forensics. im in love with a fictional vampire named edward cullen, and with my genetically larger-than-average bicuspibs,
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Journal Entry for October 16, 2008
October 16, 2008 10:59pm
truthfully, i thought i had it all planned out. actually, im pretty sure that i still do. i want to go to college at mizzou. i love …
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Journal Entry for July 11, 2008
July 11, 2008 12:53am
today was fun. i woke up early and went to the grocery store to buy things for this bbq i helped plan for tomorrow. right after that i …
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scarring..
July 2, 2008 1:04am
ive been recently thinking about some scarring in my life. i was fourteen..awkward looking because i had anorexia due to my emetophobia enduced …
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distractions.
June 27, 2008 2:32am
so codys done. maybe in like 3 months ill txt him and be like hey buddy whats up?! we're gonna need to hanve a good enough friendship …
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Close Phobia
Emetophobia (fear of vomiting) I technically have diagnosed anxiety disorder, but my ultimate fear is of vomiting. I was in San Diego in 2003 and got the stomach flu incredibly badly...i was in the bathroom vomiting 9 separate times that day. ive always been afraid, but never this bad.
Treatments
- Acceptance Somewhat Helpful
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Relaxation Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open GERD & Heartburn
I find it really ironic that my stomahc hurts every day from this, and i have a fear of vomitting. I am not exactly sure when the whole acid thing started, but i do know that its hereditary (thank you dear ole dad). I finally understand what the feelings in my stomache are. I tend to get symptoms pretty much every day, but especially when i am on my period or when i am super stressed. Its not so much a problem any more as it is a nuscience.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- I try to avoid things, but a lot of times i forget.
- Pepcid Working / Worked
- my pediatrician dad hooked me up with this stuff because he takes it for his acid reflux...(gee, thanks dad for the chromosomes)
Open Stress Management
I am constantly trying to do everything. My anxiety can make me stressed, but if i wasn't busy then my anxiety would get 10 times worse. I dance about 16 hrs a week and i go to one of the hardest private schools in the stl area. i am also invovled in an advanced schoir as well as the regular show choir. its hard to handle my stress and i often find myself having mental breakdowns of crying, anger, or depression.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativemy grandpa died last october...i know there are toehr people who have it worse and everything with siblings and parents...but it was my first death and i have to say it was really hard. he had diabetes since he was like 30 and i dont think i had ever seen a fighter like grandpa. he was an award winning dentist from stl and he was one of the sweetest people you could ever meet. i miss him a TON.
Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians
My aunt is a lesbian with a pertner and two kids who are absolutely aodrable! My mom used to freak out...and i actually did too..but now i accept them for who they are and it doesnt really bother me that much.
Open Environmental Allergies
Aleergic to pollen, ragweed, and grass.
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- Allegra Working / Worked
Open Teen Sexuality
idk my love life confuses me. if you REALLY wanna hear about it..tell me and we can chat.
Open High School Stress
last year my dad pressured me a lot because he pays a lot of money for me to go to this exclusive single sex private school. and when i came out with a 3.2 gpa he got mad...really mad...and has ruined my self esteem and love for school and learning. i always feel like i have to be a perfect student, and i just cant, nor do i really want to. i have been moody and stressed and ive only had 2 days of school...help me.
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- Psychotherapy Considering
- i really want to see soemone about this...ive told me doctor about how my dad pressures me, but i am still anxious about it...
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Military Families
my uncle is doing a confidential job in a confidential location in the middle east/ we know hes safe, whcih is good.
Open Teen Anxiety
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Abstinence & Celibacy
ktladie411 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Eating Disorders
Type: Anorexiahad anorexia for a year for anxiety reasons. i couldnt deal with the fact that throwing up was something i couldnt control...so i controlled my eating...
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- Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
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