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Ello, my name is Lauren, and I'm from Buffalo, New York but I reside in Fayetteville, North Carolina(fayettenam)DUKE!!! I'm a 10th grader. I'm 15 and will be turning 16 November 23(fall baby ^^). I have 5 friends who I can't even call friends cause they're like family to me (Madison aka(Mads, Maddi, Phylis, Shou^^), Brianna aka(Brii, Aoi, Nao, Pon and every other Jrocker under the sun), Sherlyn aka(Shinji, Tsugi, my latino cuz ^^), Joseph aka (Joe, JoJo, my Joey), Jaqualine(sp?) aka (Jackie, Jacks, my Jack-Jack^^)). These dude are like family to me as I stated before and everybody who knows me knows that if they fuck with them I'll kick their ass. I'm a pretty chill person and loyal as hell friend who is there no matter what. I always put my friends before me. I don't really like drama. I always try to help other people succed with their dreams and asperations. I don't like the idea of being on medication because of my depression and I don't like the idea of talking to a "professional" who has never lived the experiance of what I'm going through but wants to tell me what they think is wrong with me that I don't know...I'm kinda shy when I get put in new surrondings with ppl that I don't really know but I've been that way since I was little. I'm don't like talking to people in person who I don't know and like...and well this pretty much covers the basics about me...but it def. isn't everything, so if you want to know more just message me ^^
Ello, my name is Lauren, and I'm from Buffalo, New York but I reside in Fayetteville, North Carolina(fayettenam)DUKE!!! I'm a 10th grader. I'm 15 and will be turning 16 November 23(fall baby ^^). I have 5 friends who I can't even call friends cause they're like family to me (Madison aka(Mads, Maddi, Phylis, Shou^^), Brianna aka(Brii, Aoi, Nao, Pon and every other Jrocker under the sun), Sherlyn aka(Shinji, Tsugi, my latino cuz ^^), Joseph aka (Joe, JoJo, my Joey), Jaqualine(sp?) aka (Jackie, Jacks,
Music, Poetry, Writing, Sports, Foreign Language, Role Play (but i only do Jrock RP), Bastketball, Soccer, Lacrosse, Rugby, Parkour, Skateboarding, Photography, Drawing, Mathematics(may seem nerdy but interest me greatly)... NAMAMEKASHIKI ANSOKU, TAMERAI NI HOHOEMI - Dir en grey
Music, Poetry, Writing, Sports, Foreign Language, Role Play (but i only do Jrock RP), Bastketball, Soccer,
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Es un poco difícil pensar en cosas que están pasando en mi vida porque yo no quiero pensar en la posibilidad de que estoy perdiendo mis …
congrat's on not cutting and staying positive.
hey! i'm sorry i havent called! i'm totally gonna call you ASAP! like, as soon as i get home! i promise baby!
hi..stopping by to say hello...you are not alone...we are here and ready to listen
Hey... If you ever need anything, please feel free to message me. I'm an admin on Door of Hope 4 Teens group. Check out the website at doorofhope4teens.com... God Bless!!
i've always seem to be a bit different than most of my friends comin up i always had a keen eye for girls as well as guys and i came to terms with my sexuality at 11 years old i have yet to tell my family but i've told my friends and i actuall have bisexual and gay friends
I've been through alot of tough times growing up I was born in inner city Buffalo,New York and somehow I made it out I'm 15 going on 16 in Nov. I used to be severly depressed and at one point almost tried to kill myself. Somehow I found a way out of that state of mind and now I'm more positive about life and know that I have something to live for.:) Though i still have my depression it's not as bad sometimes but lately it seems worse.
This is how my depression came about. My father the man that was supposed to protect me is the man that hurt me most in my life. From the time i was 3 to the time i was 4 he would malest me. I was always to scared to tell my mom. Then one day i don't remember how, but i said something that tipped her off and she gave him a decision: jail or going back to buffalo. He left and i saw him till i was 7 then i didn't see him till i was 13 i'm tryin to 4give him but soon as i rem i die
I find it hard to know what the true meaning of 'homosexual' is. I don't know if I could call myself gay because I could never picture myself in a sexual or physical relationship with a guy at any point in my life, but I could seee myself having a real life with a female and actually being happy...but then I still have an attraction to the opposite sex at the same time...so I need some advice guys...
everyday it seems to get worst i just have to cut sometimes because i feel like if i don't i might kill myself all i have to look forward to is getting the hell outta N.C. before i commite suicide
certain things just mess me up and i get really anxious i break down unless i can get away
I've always been a firm believer in abstinence even though most teens I know don't. I can't see my self being in a sexual realtionship for a long time if ever simply because it's just something that I'm not comfortable with. The idea of celibacy does give me some comfort.