Journal

i know my moods become more and more difficult to manage and thats are meds.. go figure.. life is hard with this fucking disease.. hugs ..love you .marie

I understand where you're coming from. It's perception. Do we just perceive it to be that much worse? Maybe. What difference does it make. Maybe the twisted perception IS the illness. Either way, it makes everything harder to handle. But not impossible. I think the key is to have the attitude that we can and will get better. Then when we need it, we remember our meds. LOL.

they have lots of those.. i have posted this one on the boards.. lmfao.. thanks for the lol.i miss you .i needed a laugh .things have been really tough for me. going through alot right now. hugs ..marie

I love it! How about this one:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ay...

It sure seems that way sweetie!Been there quite often!When will the happiness ever arrive?Many blessings to you girl! Luv Ya!Your friend Bobby

hugs hun i love ya crazy or not ;) still working on the cell will call soon xx

well isnt that the way this fucking life goes ..miss you everyday..love you ..hugs ..marie

I know what you mean. But remember, it cycles and that means it'll go away again and you'll be all happy for no good reason! Ha. I know that when you're depressed, it's vapidly boring. Really and truly. But remember your other self, waiting for you, not far away. Many prayers.