wtf
September 16, 2009 1:59pm
somebody take my head off please.
i'd be so much better without it.
are our lives really so much harder to manage than everyone …
crazybetty 
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just TODAY...and keep BREATHING...just TODAY.
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you have to check this out!
August 15, 2009 12:15pm
hahaha---love it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jd4tugPM83c
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fuk it all
August 6, 2009 5:47pm
that pretty much sums it up...
don't you just love it when you think you're ACTUALLY....MAYBE....KINDA...taking ONE teeny BABY …
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the suicides
July 15, 2009 10:21am
a woman yesterday told me to look this up.
it's much easier to read online than in this journal …
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wine and cigarettes
April 30, 2009 11:59pm
"wine is not a beverage, it's a lifestyle"
haha...i just bought a teeny plaque that says that.
good note: though days …
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Miss You
hello my love...happy thanksgiving..miss you and love you ..hugs ..marie
Moment of Peace
Just sending some more peace your way. get back to me if u get this. XO
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Funny Face
to my most special friend i miss you and think of you all the time.. i hope you are well .hugs ..love marie
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Moment of Peace
Hi hun~ just sending some peace an love your way. I hope that you are well. xo
Funny Face
Just sending you a crazy face to smile about ... smile :)
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni THOUGHT, the WORST episode in my entire life..had ended 11.12.2007. WRONG, worse. ************************************ prozac-pupils, effexor-high blood pressure, lexapro-sick, trazadone-useless, wellbutrin-headaches, zoloft-zombie, paxil-stuffing face and no O, seroquel-RLS and hangover, valium-added to the sad, ativan-rage, geodon-NOOOO!, invega-hallucinations, topamax-shakey eyes...
Close Bipolar Disorder
Dx 2003. functional swings until this last MAJOR depressive episode summer 2006.
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- ONLY drug with no side effects for me. no mas as of april 2008. wonder if it really did much...we'll see...
Open Anxiety
panic attacks. uncontrollable onslaught of negative thoughts. lately, i've been able to BREATHE through them. it's hard, and i get teary, but...it's working.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- good for the immediate when you have to remain functional, but serious RAGE the next day. no mas if possible.
- Breathwork Working / Worked
- BREATHE, concentrate to BREATHE. getting better with practice
- Valium Working / Worked
- safety kill-the-pain pill, leaves me extra fagile the next day...
Open Career Changes
i need a change, and i should find something i like. just don't know how to act on that.
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
how should i help my friends and family deal with me?
Open Fitness Goals
Type: Be the best you can bei did it once. need to get back in my healthy groove.
Treatments
- Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
- awesome butt lifter. change the resistance and cadence with music. love it! miss it.
- Hiking Working / Worked
- the outdoors is incredible. i should go more.
- Personal Trainer Working / Worked
- kettlebell trainer kicked my ass more than any other trainer, but he no-showed too many times.
- Running Working / Worked
- used to run in high school. started running again in the woods. love it, but i need to get back in shape. consistency!
- Weight Training Working / Worked
- just-one-more concept works wonders. always pushing and KEEP A JOURNAL!
- Cycling Working / Worked
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
Open Healthy Eating
meat and veggies. need to get back on track!
Treatments
- 3 Hour Diet Working / Worked
- didn't know this was a "diet," but it's worked for me.
- Body for Life Working / Worked
- never did it completely, but initiated my road to recovery.
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- can't lie to myself. great way to monitor my eating.
Open Healthy Relationships
thought i knew what love was. am i just asking too much?
Open Nutrition
crazybetty hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
obsessive thinking mostly
Open Other Eye Problems
crazybetty hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Panic Attacks
B.R.E.A.T.H.E...
Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Dx borderline jan 2008.
