I am artistic, love animals and goth/rock music and tattoos. I am yet to discover what I want out of life, but i know i haven't seen enough of the world to decide that just now. I want to experience as much as I possibly can while I am able to do so.
I am artistic, love animals and goth/rock music and tattoos. I am yet to discover what I want out of life, but i know i haven't seen enough of the world to decide that just now. I want to experience as much as I possibly can while I am able to do so.
I love anything creative. I do graphic design (see below!) and write music. I want to be tattoo artist cause i feel it would allow me an accepting surrounding and the freedom to create something new and lasting everyday
I love anything creative. I do graphic design (see below!) and write music. I want to be tattoo artist
February 28, 2009 5:14am
I fell in love with the girl next door. She was old and had broken hands that limped at the end of her arms. She tied her shoes with wet spaghetti …
February 28, 2009 5:10am
I was asleep today, but I saw you with the corner of my eye. You were pale and dressed in blue. You seemed honest and that made me uncomfortable …
February 28, 2009 5:08am
The summer’s almost hereThe ice is thinner under my shoesThe warm breezes coming in From the oceanTaught meTheir hopeful springtime greetingsA …
February 28, 2009 5:07am
When I was a child, I used to read the clouds. Clown holding an …
February 28, 2009 5:05am
My neck hurtsThe pain shoots across my shoulder bladeAnd my hands and fingers go numbThe front of my head hurtsRadiating headaches that last days and …
Thinking of you. It's been awhile and I hope you are okay.
hey ... you haven't been here for a while ... hope that is a sign that you are doing ok. or even better than ok :) i am thinking of you and here for support / to listen ... if you need :)
thanks. i will read them. hope you are well!
be true to yourself first-always
you are so young. 18 years is most of your life time!! you are right... this is not going to kill me this time ... but I am working very hard at stopping. You are so very creative and have your own perspective on the world ... nurture it ... I shut the door on most of my past and am now trying to integrate the druggie rebel in me with the rest of who I am. About time. Life never stops being an adventure and amazingly enough, you just never know what is around the corner. I am in your corner ... wishing you strength, courage and persistence. hang in there - it is DOable.
I suffer from Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease. I am 23 and I have constant arthritic pain that makes it difficult to function. People don't understand that someone my age can have arthritis (one of the many ctd branches i suffer from) and tend to treat me like a hypocondriact. I am here to find support and listen to the stories of others and maybe even find some sort of solace.
As a result of suffering from Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease which makes it difficult for me to function in 'normal' society, i have suffered from depression my of my life, since my early teens. I also grew up with an abusive older brother and a variety of abusive partners. As a result, i am trying now to take control of my life, and this site was recomended to me as a way to do that.
I developed/we discovered i suffer from fibromyalgia after being diagnosed with CTD at age 19. We discovered my chronic pain and illness from the age of 8 had been these problems all along, and not hypocondria which i had so often been accused of. I dont completely understand the disorder, and find it difficult to deal with.
I find it hard to talk about my sexuality, as I so often am or feel judged.
I need to learn to enjoy sex in a healthy way, and stop allowing men to use and ridicule me
I suffer from a variety of eating disorders, from bulemia and annorexia to overeating. I punish myself by either eating or starving, and i self induce vomitting as an unhealthy form of stress relief. Weight is something I have stuggled with for years and am still to control my urges of self destruction
still a problem i deal with. Cutting, scraping, punching the walls, anything to make the pain in my heart pain on my flesh, to make it real and visual.
I hate having panic attacks in public, and I find days when I sincerely cant face the world outside my room.
I have recently been diagnosed, and with my CTD, my body built a wall of connective tissue around the problem, which just makes it harder to beat and more painful.
I was addicted to oxycodone for around 2 years. My use had me in what felt like a constant state of catatonia. It was hard to come off but i did it. Now I've been put on valium and I'm scared I'm getting too dependant on it.
I have recently been diagnosed with Crohns disease. I don't know much yet, still waiting for more tests.
