Danigirl35's Journal

Okay...I have blue text writing ...that's about all the more I can do. The night before last I stayed up all night and stared at the clock. Not one wink of sleep. That following day all I could do was cry... Typical mixed episode as I never learned about until I was in the hospital last May. I pulled through it on my own last night. Slept like a baby and am only crying a little today. 15 days left until I see my "good" pdoc. I'm trying to make an effort today to do things around the house. Everything takes so much energy. I WILL get through this. I can't count on my family to understand. When I was in the hospital they cared and read material. But somehow I feel like they are blaming this on me. I CAN'T HELP MY THOUGHTS!!