Journal Entry for October 6, 2009
October 6, 2009 3:11pm
Okay...I have blue text writing ...that's about all the more I can do. The night before last I stayed up all night and stared at the clock. Not …
Danigirl35
10:38am, July 2, 2009
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About Me
Danigirl35
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About Me
Hi, my name is Danielle and I moved back to Phoenix, Az. 4 yrs ago after living in PA. for a while...I like it much better here!I have been married 16 yrs and have 2 children ages 12 and 15 (boys). I love to read, take walks, and paint when inspired. I love antiques and going to the movies, and I am a stay at home mom looking for friends with bipolar disorder or alcoholism.
Hi, my name is Danielle and I moved back to Phoenix, Az. 4 yrs ago after living in PA. for a while...I like it much better here!I have been married 16 yrs and have 2 children ages 12 and 15 (boys). I love to read, take walks, and paint when inspired. I love antiques and going to the movies, and I am a stay at home mom looking for friends with bipolar disorder or alcoholism.
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What can I say
October 1, 2009 4:35pm
What can I say? I am at my lowest of ever and It is another 21 days until I can see a good pdoc thru my medicare. I have seen this doctor so I am …
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Trying to make the most of this morning...
July 18, 2009 10:20am
Here I am awake again EARLY. I think it's just because I go to bed at night sooo early out of boredom and because I take my night meds too …
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Husband came home today
July 15, 2009 3:34pm
Well here I am at home as usual. A husband with no job. I have been doing some soul searching and this is what I plan. I plan to go off SSD...get a …
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Another housewifey DAY
July 6, 2009 2:36pm
Just sitting here this morning thinking about what is left for me to do in my house today. There's always something. I've got the grocery …
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Hugbook
Hug
Thanks for the wishes! Love you too!
Flower
I really feel for you Dani...so sorry you're going through such a hard time. I'm here for you! Love you!!!
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Chicken Soup
eat some chicken soup, it couldn't hurt. miss you - matt
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Little Love
Miss you...thinking of you! Haven't heard from you in a while so sending over some love! I hope things are well. Love you!!
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Little Love
hi sweetheart - how are you doing? haven't heard from you in a while...i'm doing...
call me! love you much!
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have had bipolar symptoms all of my life and have been seen by many doctors. They all have diagnosed me with depression until I started having periods of anxiety. So I basically get angry and irritable when I am manic...the bummer is I am a "mixed bipolar" mostly leaning toward the depression and then short spurts of rotten moods with insomnia. I also have G.A.D. and panic attacks.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- 20 mgs just added to go with the Wellbutrin.Too many panic attacks and anxiety.
- Geodon Working / Worked
- I take 240mg a day and it seems to be helping out quite a bit.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Is working at the high dose of 150 mg taken at bedtime
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Was like taking candy, didn't do crap
Close Migraine Headaches
I have suffered from migraines all my life, but recently went on disabilty because I could never hold down a job with as many migraines that I get. I've had the MRI's and CAT scans and spent may times in th ER only to get shots of demerol and sent home.
Treatments
Open Alcoholism
I have recently discovered the cravings for alcohol were a real problem. I somewhat tie that into my bipolar disorder. I just love alcohol too much and I am trying desperatly to avoid the cravings. My husband is in denial and brings home beer every night and I find myself sneaking into the closet or bathroom just to chug a few for a quick buzz. I am not sure if meetings would help me at this point.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Too Soon to Tell
- I find I am very irritable and anxious if there isn't alcohol in the house.
- Sleep Working / Worked
Open Anxiety
Danigirl35 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
Ever since leaving rehab and going back home, I've had a terrible fear of leaving the house...
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've taken every antidepressant there is and nothing is working for me, I'm hoping DS will benefit me and will help lift this crying everyday.
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- made me anxious
- Effexor Working / Worked
- worked for two weeks and then nothing
- Lexapro Not Working
- like taking a placebo
- Paxil Not Working
- like eating candy
- Prozac Working / Worked
- no major changes
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- It helps to talk to my mom every morning
- Trazodone Not Working
- again, no major changes
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- didn't do a thing
- Zoloft Not Working
- nothing
