Journal Entry for October 16, 2007
October 16, 2007 5:38am
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About Me
faith123
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About Me
Last year, my finace called off our wedding a week before the big day because he was cheating. For the past year, I have felt like I am stuck in a horrible nightmare. We have tried counseling. We have tried talking, we have tried not talking. We've tried being friends, not being friends, being more than friends. Now he is moving out the state and while I should be happy and relieved..., I feel sad and left behind.
Last year, my finace called off our wedding a week before the big day because he was cheating. For the past year, I have felt like I am stuck in a horrible nightmare. We have tried counseling. We have tried talking, we have tried not talking. We've tried being friends, not being friends, being more than friends. Now he is moving out the state and while I should be happy and relieved..., I feel sad and left behind.
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Interests
Right now my interest is to stop feeling so much pain in my heart.
Right now my interest is to stop feeling so much pain in my heart.
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Close Breakups & Divorce
My fiance called off our July wedding seven days before the big day because he was cheating with a girl 12 years younger than him. I have a new respect for the word "blindsided." I am completely devastated. I feel used, betrayed, alone, hurt, depressed, lonely...and have been left with a huge financial and emotional mess.
Treatments
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- I think I've read every book at Barnes and Noble. It's not always easy to do what you know you should be doing. I happen to like the Mastery of Love by Ruiz.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- My friends and family are great..., but sometimes it makes me feel even more disconnected...as if they all have their own "life," and I have nothing but me. Right now, "me" doesn't seem very sufficient.
Close Infidelity
My fiance called off our July wedding seven days before the big day because he was cheating with a girl 12 years younger than him. I have a new respect for the word "blindsided." I am completely devastated. I feel used, betrayed, alone, hurt, depressed, lonely...and have been left with a huge financial and emotional mess.
