Journal

 Today I worked out for the first time in months.I feel pretty good.I stopped taking the Metformin and cabergoline back when I first got sick and had to go to the hospital.Which I wrote about in my last entry.It took this long for me to start feeling like myself again.Today My Father-in-law and sister-in-law are over to watch the football game.My Father-in-law asked when we planned on having kids as usual.This question I always answer with a smile and say we're just waiting for the right time.Oh well I'm not obsessed with becoming pregnant at this time anyway.Before I was diagnosed with pcos and hyperprolactinoma I was obsessed and sad and depressed all the time.Since I found out what I have and IT CAN BE TREATED I'm starting to believe that I was just obsessed with the idea of being able to get pregnant and have a healthy baby.I realize now that I just wanted the same option that normal women have-to just get pregnant if they want too.Its as simple as that.I want to be able to decide if and when I have a child.Not have the decision be made for me,like it seems like now.If anyone feels the same way please share.