bluslady's Journal

 I don't know what I to do with my life anymore.  All I know is that I want to do something different but reliable and steady.  I love my boys and their dad, but I don't know who I am anymore other than their mother and his mate.   This was not me 8/9 years ago; it's as if  I have truly lost myself and I don't know how to find my way back to me. 

Sometimes I want to just up and leave adI know that is an awfulway to feel but it's true.  I am tired of eing the responsible one all the time -  the reliable one.  I want do something just for me again without worrying about hoe it will affect others.  I know it's selfish but DAMN..................  

I'm out