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mistycat 
2:59pm, September 13, 2008
Its my birthday on Monday and it is coming up for the second aniversary of my mums death, so I feel a bit rough.
It is also only a few weeks since my friend died of a heart attack I will be the same age as her so I am wondering how much longer I have left, silly I know but it cannot get it out of my head.
Funny thing, it does not frighten me at all, I am very calmly planing what I need to do, sounds crazy but to me its what I should be doing, hey I am going insane, oh well never mind.
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You are not going insane hon. I also wonder how long I have left before I go home and I am not afraid of death, so I do understand. If you need to talk I am here.
NANCPATT
Do you feel you are close to the age you're Mum passes away at? Why do you feel the same will happen to you. Hun..you are grieving, let yourself grieve..do't analyze it..it just happened.okay? Hugs
mamaluv
I think we all wonder that.I'm not scared either.But it's even more natural for you given your recent loss and the anniversary of your mum.Hugs x
susy