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mistycat 
2:59pm, September 13, 2008
I think my Friday the 13th is today. Its my mums birthday and she is no longer with me, I miss her so much. I am trying to cope with this today and I have had the day from hell at work, everything i touched went wrong and guess who got the blame....me....dont I always.
I cannot take anymore I just wish it would all end, please someone make the world go away.
I am trying so hard, and I really dont have anything to complain about, but, I feel like I am hitting my head off a brick wall, wish I could the pain would be less.
I do not have any brothers or sisters only cousins and at the moment they do not seem to like me too much, all because I chose to do something for me in March, we are now into June and it is still going on, oh well at the moment it feels like thay are winning.
OK enough ranting I am feeling sorry for myself, think I will go get drunk and see if that helps
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Sorry about your mum hun.I think when we wake up sometimes it just pisses it down,never mind it never rains it pours!
I don't have much family and I've only really just got to know my sister.I felt so lonely,as for your cousins...you don't have to explain to anyone! Hugs,you have us x
susy