Journal Entry for October 12, 2007
so i'm pretty much miserable right now, all week i've been dealing with bleeding gums and a sore throat. i finally got to see the dentist and …
part time job, no school for the time being, i love books and cinema... mostly comedy in the cinema dept. i enjoy spending time with my friends... absolutely adore animals and would love to have children one day.
part time job, no school for the time being, i love books and cinema... mostly comedy in the cinema dept. i enjoy spending time with my friends... absolutely adore animals and would love to have children one day.
music, animals, literature, film, did i say music? concerts/shows, plays and musicals, playin around with my friends and puppy.
music, animals, literature, film, did i say music? concerts/shows, plays and musicals, playin around
so i'm pretty much miserable right now, all week i've been dealing with bleeding gums and a sore throat. i finally got to see the dentist and …
asthma really put a damper on my desire to take part in sports while i was growing up. i played soccer and basketball for a short time and both times had to quit due to my asthma. i'm lucky not to have it severely now as an adult.
i've had environmental allergies for as far back as i can remember. pollen, mold, cedar, cats (unfortunately)
really there's too many instances to count but the one that is freshest in my memory is the time i got a new movie in my netflix, got thru the whole movie up until the last 5 minutes and it wouldn't play. i broke 3 candleholders and screamed at my cousin. all because i couldn't see how the movie ended. its ridiculous sometimes
personally, i've battled with depression for over 6 years and i still have suicidal thoughts on a regular basis. i am so thankful for my family for always managing to snap me back into sanity just in time.
big problem here.... i haven't really found a good way to deal with my stress.
recently began experiencing excruciating pain in my jaw and teeth/gums as well as random bleeding which freaked me out. went to the dentist who said i grind my teeth as well as clench my jaws continuously at night & too often during the day. also i have periodontal disease so my gums are quite uncomfortable hard to deal with.
this doesn't seem to cause me any problems. i feel like i've known my whole life that i'm attracted to both sexes. and i'm quite proud of my orientation.
had this as far back as i can remember. i don't think that i've actually had a physician tell me i have this but i've always had very shaky hands especially in high stress situations.