Crappy...
April 16, 2009 10:56pm
Feeling really shitty the past couple of days. The phone call the other night has set me back considerably. Hearing him speak to me in a half …
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pam96 
7:21am, May 7, 2009
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pam96
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About Me
Really should update this on occassion..lol Well, it has now been 17 months since my separation & 14 months since we have had anything really to do with eachother in a caring way. Been lots of fights, arguments & insults through that time though. I have felt a certain kind of light hearted freedom this past month & feel that I may have finally let go... something I have struggled with for so long. I feel great about the future & face my bumps now head on as I recognize them for what they are... just bumps. :)
Really should update this on occassion..lol Well, it has now been 17 months since my separation & 14 months since we have had anything really to do with eachother in a caring way. Been lots of fights, arguments & insults through that time though. I have felt a certain kind of light hearted freedom this past month & feel that I may have finally let go... something I have struggled with for so long. I feel great about the future & face my bumps now head on as I recognize them for what they are... just
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pam96 wrote a discussion post in the Breakups & Divorce support group: Inspirational... 7:49am
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Just want my divorce...
April 15, 2009 6:57am
So I had to go to him yesterday to request an advance on spousal support to see me til the end of school. That was extremely difficult for me to …
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Feeling good!
April 1, 2009 8:33am
Been feeling great for the past little while. It feels so good just to be happy. I haven't been doing well with my weigh loss goal but …
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Weight loss update....
February 27, 2009 6:45am
Down to 210 this morning but cant figure out how to change it.... lol.. dont care, I'm happy either way. :)
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Hey Pam ... hope you're enjoying the summer! ~Tracey
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Haven't seen you active awhile at least here in DS. Hope all is well. Just wanted to say hi
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Close Breakups & Divorce
My husband of 9 years told me a little over a month ago that he "wanted out". I have since moved to an apartment with 2 kids & 2 animals. Feeling very lost, hurt, betrayed, angry just to name a few.....still so fresh!
Treatments
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- Really still trying to forgive. I pray all the time for help in this area.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Started seeing a psychologist & it is helping to understand that I was not entirely to blame. Helps with self esteem.
- Reading Working / Worked
- I am now the queen of self help books. :)
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I have a great circle of support around me.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Working / Worked
- It's been almost 8 months since he left & I am feeling better every day.
Close Healthy Relationships
I have been separated for nearly four months....I believe now that I am a love addict. I want to learn how to change or control this so that my husband & I can reconcile at some time in the future.....
Treatments
Open Sexual Abuse
I am 38 yrs. old. My father abused my sister & I when we were younger.There was never any hard core abuse & no penetration but he touched me & would sneak into our bedroom at night & peak under our night gowns. I forgave him for that but I feel the thing I have trouble letting go of is that he admitted doing this to my sister but denied anything with me. In a sick way, I have grown up with feelings of inferiority because I felt I wasn't good enough to admit to.
Open Codependency
Husband left 4 months ago...I'm on a journey to discover who I am & have discovered that both of us fit into "codependent"
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Open Loneliness
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