BasketMoon's Journal

I have a ton of stuff I need to be doing but I don't feel like doing any of it.  Major flare!  OMG!!  Trying to figure out if it's just the fibro or if I have separate problems.  I am wondering if its not my gall bladder.  With the heat comes my craving for ice cream and I'm afraid it may have set my gall bladder off.  I swear....I don't know why they didn't take it out when they had me wide open already.  They new it was enlarged and from what I read, the only reason for it to be enlarged is because its chock full of stones.  It wouldn't have been any big thing to do it then.  BUT my surgeon was a vascular surgeon and didn't even want to discuss anything outside of vasular problems.  Oh well.....(sigh) 

I also have the fear that I may have re-herniated myself but managed to push it back in place by holding pressure on it for a few minutes.  I see the surgeon on the 14th of July but if I am gonna have to have more surgery, I am going to see a general surgeon.  Probably the one that was going to do the hernia to begin with.  Does it never stop????

The temperatures have been just awful lately.  110 with humidity.  Ugh....not a good addition to the fibro.  That and my overdoing probably put me where I am today...feeling like warmed over shit!

I'm tired of this damn dragon beatin' the crap outta me.  I'm feeling beyond the red faced guy....maybe a purple one would work with a pool of tears.