Journal Entry for April 17, 2009
I feel like I am so ugly and I can't help it. Whenever I see a photo of me I just cannot believe how ugly I look. I don't look how I thought …
I'm here to talk about addiction and learn from others. I'm a graphic designer and photographer.
I'm here to talk about addiction and learn from others. I'm a graphic designer and photographer.
Learning about science, creating things with my hands, gardening.
Learning about science, creating things with my hands, gardening.
I feel like I am so ugly and I can't help it. Whenever I see a photo of me I just cannot believe how ugly I look. I don't look how I thought …
I think I'm getting worse. And sitting here on my arse, trying over and over again to analyse "why" I'm so fucked up just isn't …
I feel used and like I'm a pushover. I am sick of feeling like I try hard to be nice to my friends and do things for them, and when I ask for a …
WhiteNoise, It's ccg101, You can find me Under Addiction as well, sorry about that. i hope it is correct otherwise please let me know if you can.
Tx's ccg101
WhiteNoise, Hi you don't know me,and i do not know how to use this site,novice. If you can fill me in a bit on how to.I would be grateful.I am new. Please help, ccg101
AWW I was so excited to get your hug I could give you a smooch! Everything is going well here...well cept I'm still smoking but u know how it is. Hope you're doing better at that than me! But otherwise things are great for real. I've kinda given up that battle for now....I'm winning others though. I dunno. Maybe I'm justa big ol weinie. An Oscar Meyer weiner though with the good flavor haha.
Hi!
You never answered my email you honky! I'm missing you and wondering how you're doing. Hope to hear from you soon!
I've been smoking pot for 8 years. This is far too long and I am watching the years and my youth pass me by. I am a very obsessive person, and I have almost become obsessed with "figuring out" the whole concept of addiction. I am starting to get sick hearing myself talking about quitting, that's how long I've been "trying". I need to put as much energy into quitting that I do into smoking.