kitten6's Journal

I'm in the need
Of someone to confide
Surrendering
Cause I'm not as strong as you'd think
Uncommonly
This desire that holds our eyes
We'll need to dig deep

You see that I can't but reason I cover up
Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

I can't believe that you were ever on my side
But who holds the keys
Of who I am and why this life
I wanna to be free
This indecision from all sides
You need to dig deep
Cause you see that

I can't but reason I cover up
Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

Oh, this blame that we lay on
Our mothers, our sisters, our lovers
Our thoughts, they're ours to own
So we need to dig deep
You see that I can't but reason

Could somebody please give me something to hold
Something to numb why I'm feeling alone
Beginning to think that the older we get
The more we think, the less we know

I'm surrendering

I'm in the need
Of someone to confide
Surrendering
Cause I'm not as strong as you'd think

...... song by Candlebox

this song says it all for me........ and what is REALLY cool is that when I googled the song today to listen online while i typed in the lyrics, of course I got a youtube video. the date of the recording of the live performance of this song was on my birthday this year.... March 26....

i tend to be a little supersticious. that one gets me.  like one day deciding on the way home from work to go a different way to get home, then reading my horoscope that evening and it saying that i should do that very thing.

karma too. that one can be a realy bitch. there was a day not too long ago that i was on my way back to work from lunch, running late as usual. and i pass these two kids on their bikes riding along the other side of the road. one of these guys totally bites it. crashes and rolls, bike goes the opposite way, his friend stops. i kept driving. and i felt horrible about it. for the rest of the day at work. i felt terrible for not turning around to see if this kid was ok. but i had to get back to work, like i said, running late as usual. that evening, i step on top of the filter on the outside of my in-laws swimming pool and damn near break my leg. had a huge scrap that is taking forever to heal. karma.

time for my show (so you think you can dance)

time to go