For now...
May 19, 2009 8:24am
I guess we are both just waiting for the inevitable. Neither wants to admit it's over, not to each other anyway. I truly don't care …
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i love this site because i dont have to hide my faults here. all the things that noone else knows, i can explore and understand.
i love this site because i dont have to hide my faults here. all the things that noone else knows, i
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What I had to say
May 8, 2009 9:25am
I’m not sure where to start because I don’t have much time right now. I can’t decide if I want to reply to your letters, or give …
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Letters from Him
May 8, 2009 9:24am
Ok first and foremost I am beyond mad at you for making me feel like a dirty pervert because I look at porn. What fuels my sex …
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by Limp Bizkit
April 2, 2009 9:17pm
"Nobody Like You"I'm convinced that you hate meYou like to see me cryIts already a proven factAnd you wait and wait on me to dieIts all …
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start packin
March 31, 2009 2:46pm
after the terrible birthday, horrible anniversary and the distaster of our vacation i've realized it's time. went to the store and got …
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I hope you are able to resolve your problems. Somethings take more time than others. But you are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Seasonal Affective DisorderTreatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Took it about a month and could tell a huge difference, but I also just didn't give a crap about anything. Not to mention the side effects... doc took me off to try something new.
- Crying Working / Worked
- Really does seem to wash away what's bringing me down and let me get on with my day.
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- I always get insight on whatever question(s) I may have when a situation arrises.
- Laughter Working / Worked
- Give me a funny movie, animal videos, or a good comedian... pulls me right out of the blue.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Tried this years ago and felt that it worked okay but had trouble with it dropping my blood pressure.
- Music Working / Worked
- With the right songs, I can get over anything.
- Pets Working / Worked
- I can hold my cat GIZMO and feel the sadness go away. It feels wonderful to have unconditional love.
- Sleep Working / Worked
- Sometimes it's best to just sleep away a crappy day.
- Wellbutrin Too Soon to Tell
- Will start taking the SR 150mg tomorrow. Fingers crossed!
- Writing Working / Worked
- When there's no one to talk too... it's a great way to vent.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Helps my tossing stomach go away almost immediately. Not taking it anymore though... now on the XR version. I do miss the instant relief that came with poppin the X, but staying steady is much better. Bumping the dosage to 1 mg because I still feel very anxious at times.
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Avoidant Personality DisorderI don't know if this is the one for me... but I can recognize that I am often very moody and anything can trigger a major mood swing. I will avoid any type of interaction if at all possible.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaSkinny girls have fat too... I don't eat when I'm stressed or upset. My appetite simply dissappears. At 5'6" and 94# Freinds tell me that I don't look unhealthy, but I feel too thin in my size 0 jeans. I wish I could control my appetite better...
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change in my husband. I just wish I didn't care.
Open Stress Management
Aside from life's pressures, as a retail manager, I am constantly under stress.
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- music always helps
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- not a very patient person, but working on it
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- if motivated enough, sometimes the blues won't let me do anything.
Open Chronic Pain
After a few falls in high school from my horse and several car wrecks, I always have some place that hurts.
Treatments
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Minumum once a week visits. I love my chiro! He's got magic hands!
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- Another IV please?
- Stretching Somewhat Helpful
- Works great when I do it!
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I've been addicted for about 15 years now. Have been clean off and on the past month. I do realize that it doesn't need to be a part of my everyday life, that I am better without it.
Open Anger Management
I often will loose my temper to the point that I end up destroying propery and often injurying myself. It's almost as though I turn into someone else. This happens rarely, but when it does, it's scary.
Open Healthy Relationships
Married for 13 years... trying deperately to understand a man who is not in touch with his emotions. He can write someone off and be done with them whenever he chooses, including his own family.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- He thinks I'm the only one who needs therapy.
- Patience Working / Worked
- What it helped is that I just don't care anymore...
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Fibrous Dysplasia
This is not for me, but for my mother, who recently had a grapefruit sized FIBROIDENOMA TUMOR removed from one of her ovaries. I've researched online and can find nothing, I'm hoping DS can help me learn and undertand.
Open Healthy Sex
...i'm like the song... lady on the street, but a freak in the bed...
Open Bisexuality
I've been bi for about 15 years now. I love the touch of a woman, but always seem to get my heart broken...
Open Sexually Transmitted Diseases - Female
Type: Genital Herpesabout 20 years ago i contracted herpes from a guy i was sleeping with. before my husband and i were married, i gave it to him. the gift that keeps on giving.
Treatments
- Zovirax Working / Worked
- works great for me, immediately when i feel an outbreak coming on, i take 400mg twice a day for about a week and usually end up without an outbreak afterall. it does not work well for my husband though.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
When asked for what reason my husband is mad at me... his response was there are too many to list.
