Journal Entry for October 16, 2007
October 16, 2007 4:54pm
I love this song,
it always makes me have hope when im feeling down,
I hope it does the same for you.
Dont close your eyes.
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Genuinlymean 
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About Me
Genuinlymean
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About Me
My name is Ashley, I live in South Carolina. & I am 16 years old. I have a wonderful boyfriend who I intend to spend the rest of my life with. I am very close to my family and friends, Im the oldest of three sisters Keeley (15) and Haley (12) , and im easy to get along with. I have a variety of problems that i would enjoy talking about, but I enjoy talking to others about their problems as well, God has helped me to face and fix my problems and I like to help others fix theirs as well. I am very open so feel free to message me if you want to talk. If you are interested about finding out about my "problems" in detail refer to the rest of my page. Looking foward to metting you. Ashley
My name is Ashley, I live in South Carolina. & I am 16 years old. I have a wonderful boyfriend who I intend to spend the rest of my life with. I am very close to my family and friends, Im the oldest of three sisters Keeley (15) and Haley (12) , and im easy to get along with. I have a variety of problems that i would enjoy talking about, but I enjoy talking to others about their problems as well, God has helped me to face and fix my problems and I like to help others fix theirs as well. I am very
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art, writing, music, reading, web design, thrills (rollercoasters and such), singing, drama (acting of course), horror, comedy, sci-fi, some romance, mystery, and action movies. also I love meeting new people (I have absolutely NO preference to who I talk to and become friends with, I am open and will accept you NO matter what.)
art, writing, music, reading, web design, thrills (rollercoasters and such), singing, drama (acting of
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
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thanks 4 being there
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u are absolutely GORGOUSSSSSSSSSSSSS
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I hope your having a good day darling I miss you so much.. I wonder what your doing right now ? I assume you are cleaning your little heart into a frenzy huh ? Anyway keeley called from the doc.. I guess she is gonna have to have her nose amputated HEHE kidding but anyway tell momma I love her and I love you girls and will see you on Turkey day sweetheart.. tell Josh and Drew I love them too and I will call you in a little while ... call if you need me .. or call if you just wanna talk ... Momma
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
I have had a number of eating disorders or, better to say a number of ways of dealing with wanting to lose weight...i have thrown up, taken laxative, and tried starvation, i have finally almost kicked to habits, but the problem will always be there, im a compulsive eater, i eat all the time, i love food and it has caused a huge problem for me,not only do i make myself sick over-eating, but my metabolism is EXTREMELY slow and i cant lose weight that i need to lose to be a healthy weight.
Close Bisexuality
I started realizing I was bisexual at a young age, I have had numerous boy and girl friends... I have been "in love" with a girl before, things didn't work between us and it was heartbroken, but thankfully I am over her now and I have fallen in love with the guy of my dreams... no girls since...but the coming out process was very hard for me, very stressful. I'm glad it is all over now, I felt NO acceptance from anyone,but I found mine now and I hope anyone with these problems does the same.
Treatments
- Love Working / Worked
- well I'm pretty positive that eliminates both sexes... lol
Open Rape
I was raped as a child by someone in my immediate family for years. it was neither of my parents, however it was still very emotionally distressing and it has caused me NUMEROUS problems with my life and my mind, I was so afraid to tell anyone because I didn't want to tear my family apart, it was a big burden to carry alone, It was such a relief to tell my family, they offered their sympathy and compassion which was helpful and I've forgiven him, but I haven't forgotten the pain he has caused.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking does help me, but it still hurts me very bad.
Open Separation Anxiety
Separation anxiety has had a very strong affect over my life... if I cannot do things for people or i feel like no one needs me to do anything for them I become very depressed, and it makes me very miserable...I wish I didnt have to feel this way and nothing helps it except someone NEEDING me.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- My pets make me feel needed, i know they couldnt make it without me and they love me no matter what and will always need me so it helps me alot to have them
Open Anger Management
when I get in a crowed room of unfamiliar people I become very hostile and frustrated, I have a strong urge to rip the shelves off the walls in stores, and to grind peoples faces into the ground when I am bumped in to more than a few times, it is hard for me to deal with...I hate the fact that i am so easily frustrated and that i am so anxious in public
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- it calms my nerves and make me not as aggrevated
Open Depression
I dont know what causes me to become depressed, i will sometimes be sitting there and have the sudden urge to cry, and i feel down for a few days, sometimes it happens suddenly and sometimes its comes on slowly, i think it is due to the traumatic events i faced in my life and my mother who i am very close with and that i love very much has a lot of health issues and seeing her sick and in pain is an every day struggle for me that only adds to my stress, anxiety, and depression.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- when my loved ones do things for me to make me feel like i am worth something and that i am loved i sometimes helps when i am depressed but not every time.
- Writing Working / Worked
- writing helps me to channel my stress and depression. it proved to be very helpful.
