My baby just turned 12 weeks old on Thursday! I have to go back to work in 2 days and I am not handling it well at all. I know in my heart that things are going to be fine but it doesn't make it any easier. My hubby is a great daddy and will do fine but you just feel like noone can do it as good as you. I work 7pm to 7am so she will be sleeping most of the time that I am at work, and honestly I will probably miss her more than she will miss me.
I also found out that I have to have a hysterectomy in June so I am not dealing with that well either! I will have my surgery the day Taylor turns 5 months old. I thank God everyday for giving us just enough time to have this wonderful baby girl.
I am on an emotional roller coaster right now, and really want to get off this ride!





