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champer75 
9:31am, January 28, 2009
My baby just turned 12 weeks old on Thursday! I have to go back to work in 2 days and I am not handling it well at all. I know in my heart that things are going to be fine but it doesn't make it any easier. My hubby is a great daddy and will do fine but you just feel like noone can do it as good as you. I work 7pm to 7am so she will be sleeping most of the time that I am at work, and honestly I will probably miss her more than she will miss me.
I also found out that I have to have a hysterectomy in June so I am not dealing with that well either! I will have my surgery the day Taylor turns 5 months old. I thank God everyday for giving us just enough time to have this wonderful baby girl.
I am on an emotional roller coaster right now, and really want to get off this ride!
I can not believe how fast the time goes. She is getting so big and is such a smiley baby. She is a bit of a mommy's girl right now but I know that will probabely change. She is also very spoiled and I have noone to blame but myself! She thinks she has to be held ALL of the time. I go back to work on April 20th and am trying not to stress out over it already and just enjoy the time off with her. I am so blessed that I was able to take the full 12 weeks off to be with her.
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I don't really know how I feel about how fast she is growing. I enjoy every second of every day with her but can't believe she is almost 3 weeks old already. It kind of upsets me because she is growing too fast. We are all doing well and she is so perfect and sweet. I am so in love and just can't get enough of her. I spend my days staring at her and am so very happy. All of the hard ships of ivf were worth the joy of having her. God has truely blessed us!
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Oh girl I soo hear you!! Even though Michael has taken to screaming an hour every night I thank God everyday for him, actually every minute!! It does make all the heartache worth it now!
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Time sure does fly!! Our little guy will be 12 weeks on Friday!! I hated coming back to work but my mom is watching him so that is a blessing!! Mikey is being a Mommas boy right now and loves to cuddle after I get home from work all evening lol you are right we have noone to blame but ourselves and if we dont have a problem with it then its ok lol My mom loves holding him all the time too so it works out! lol Soon they wont want to be held as they will want to be crawling and everything!
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