lively4's Journal

Hello friends!it has been a while since i have been on.I miss each and every one of you but i always kept you all in my prayers,finally i have got a new computer so now is my chance to play catch up,i hope that you all are doing well, i am doing better than ever,i am off medications entirely and although i still feel panic attacks coming on every once and a while i know how to deal with them and concentrate on something else i am proud of myself and hope that you all will be proud of me too,its been a long time coming and a change has come,for one while i really thought that i would not make it like that but i did,i gathered up enough will power and strength and said to myself,Natasha,you can do this,you have to do this.Every day was a test for me until i got better and better at dealing with different situations.Now i can go out shopping in a crowd without having panic attacks,I give all the praise to God who stayed with me during my journey back to me, i did it and i know that others can too,reclaim your lives and you will be so happy and proud of yourselves,im wishing everyone a very merry Christmas and a happy New YEAR!

                                Love and Hugs-Natasha