I got married.
December 20, 2008 5:02am
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lively4
2:28pm, December 10, 2008
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About Me
lively4
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About Me
I have three kids whom i love so much, i am a people person, love to talk and make friends, i love the elderly too, i love to listen to their life's stories.just want to be happy, to experience pure happiness before i die.
I have three kids whom i love so much, i am a people person, love to talk and make friends, i love the elderly too, i love to listen to their life's stories.just want to be happy, to experience pure happiness before i die.
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Interests
reading and writing to no avail.and painting
reading and writing to no avail.and painting
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Im back!
December 10, 2008 3:44pm
Hello friends!it has been a while since i have been on.I miss each and every one of you but i always kept you all in my prayers,finally i have got a …
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just want to let you all know!
April 2, 2008 10:45am
hello friends,
i just want you all to know that i miss each and everyone of …
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Journal Entry for March 3, 2008
March 3, 2008 3:17pm
im still sober,thanks be to God,im proud of myself!!!!
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Journal Entry for February 19, 2008
February 19, 2008 5:01pm
oops!! i slipped up last night!! im very disappointed with myself,i drank strawberry daquires
till i got stone drunk,it felt good,but today,i feel …
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Happy Mother's day lively. I hope you are well., and happy.
Cheers
Happy New Year my sweet friend!! I hope you are doing well and take care!!
Hug
I haven't seen you in quite some time. How are you doing?
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Santa
Hello honey. How are you doing? I hope you are well. I pray you have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Love ya.
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Glad you are here!
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been depressed since i was nineteen years old,i was child molested and he raped me over and over again,i started drinking and smoking(cigarettes&pot)thought that i would make it all go away,i drank for thirteen years,started taking xanax,got hooked on them,i have not had a drink in two months when i took my last drink i also took my last pill and like to have lost my mind because the withdrawals were so bad,im in a bad shape now cause i dont know what to do with myself anymore.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- didnt like didnt how they made me feel
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- really dont know just started
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- hate it
- Writing Working / Worked
- love to write keeps my mind off things
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- was helpful at first,but when you stop its awful
- Zoloft Not Working
- didnt like how they made me feel
- Depakote Too Soon to Tell
- do not know
Close Bipolar Disorder
i am always angry,scared,lost,lonely,at times extremly happy just dont know?highs are good,lows are awful,there are times when one just wants to say i'm done with it all,there are times when you say i can conquer the world,then you hit rock bottom all over again
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- too soon to tell
- Holistic Health Not Working
- whatever
- Seroquel Not Working
- stopped taking these made me feel awful
Open Sexual Abuse
was molested from age eight to seventeen by my step father.
Treatments
- Art Working / Worked
- i love art it makes me feel good and i love to paint and draw.
- Music Working / Worked
- i love listening to music it calms me when i am upset.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- if you could get people to just shut up and listen to you maybe it would be great to talk it out.
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- a long time coming but a change will come
