Journal Entry for February 24, 2008
February 24, 2008 11:21am
Hello to all my dear sweet friends here at Daily Strength
I'm very sorry for my long absence here, as most of you know my Father had been in the …
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About Me
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About Me
Krazy, Daring, Lovable, love to live each day to it's fullest. I believe that there is hope for all who have the heart to believe. Our souls cannot connect if we are not open to it. I live and let live, I am not a judger of men, only God can judge us. I love to fish, swim, sun bathe, cook, and help others who need me. I believe that we are all born equal with choices, I have many handicapps but I refuse to let them keep me from being the very best I can be. I believe in the supreme higher power, without God there is no way out of this hell that we live in. God made me and he does not make junk, so therefore I shall be a brave soldier and always put my big girls panties on and just deal with what comes my way. He has the answers and he does answer our needs....
Krazy, Daring, Lovable, love to live each day to it's fullest. I believe that there is hope for all who have the heart to believe. Our souls cannot connect if we are not open to it. I live and let live, I am not a judger of men, only God can judge us. I love to fish, swim, sun bathe, cook, and help others who need me. I believe that we are all born equal with choices, I have many handicapps but I refuse to let them keep me from being the very best I can be. I believe in the supreme higher power,
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Interests
POETRY, CRAFTS, LENDING A HELPING HAND TO ALL WHO ARE IN NEED. I MAKE AFRICAN BEER BOTTLE DOLLS AND THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, IT'S AMAZING TO SEE THE BEER BOTTLE TURN INTO SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL.
POETRY, CRAFTS, LENDING A HELPING HAND TO ALL WHO ARE IN NEED. I MAKE AFRICAN BEER BOTTLE DOLLS AND THEY
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Journal Entry for February 5, 2008
February 5, 2008 7:30pm
Hello everybody,
Sorry that I have not been here, but I have been going through so many changes. Trying very hard to hold on and not fall apart, life …
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Journal Entry for January 30, 2008
January 30, 2008 9:20am
" CHAINS "
How they bind, Can't move, mind screams no not again, then the rage comes, black hole on the wall, can't move, mind is …
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Good Monday morning wishes to you .. hope this week is a good one 4 u .. hugz ..
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Gentle hugz .. for a friend ..
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Spreading kind caring .. one hug @ a time .. Ray
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Hugz to a dear friend .. hope all is well in your world .. please know .. u r cared for .. just as you are .. in kind hearted friendship .. Ray
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Support Groups
Close Hepatitis C
took the chemo for almost a year, had to quit because it was effecting my overall general health. i'm so happy to be up and able to eat that i do not worry about the things that i cannot change. i'm just gonna take one dayat the time.
Treatments
- Interferon, pegylated Not Working
- had to quit, all vitals including bloodwork, too many trips to the hospital, chemo damaged my right lung. so i will wait for something better to come along.
- Ribavarin Not Working
- had to quit the chemo body could not take the meds anymore. lost from 364#'s to 192#'s. it was literally killing me. so now i will pray for a better day.
Close Sexual Abuse
I was 3 yrs old when the sexual abuse started, it was my Mother, Brother and a Uncle that I adored. My sister and myself was layed side by side and we were sexually abused by my mother. She allowed my brother to rape us, we were tied to the bed and he raped us and beat us. I was locked away in a closet most of the time. I have a deep fear of closets and heights. I try very hard to overcome these emotional fears, I still battle the abuse. I have multi personalitys and suffer with Bipolar.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- I have found the courage to talk about this ordeal here at Daily Strength. Here I am allowed to talk about things that are other wise not allowed in the real world. I do not have to worry about being judged here, and there are alot of us here that have been abused one way or the other. I love this site it allows us to come together as one. I have alot of friends here that give me courage and strength.It helps to know that I am no longer the only one with these issues.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- I know that we all must go through our "Hell here on Earth" Our Father suffered when his only egotton son hung on the cross so that we may have everlasting life. So therefore I take my woes with much knowledge, and pray for a better way and day. And it does help to know that I have this higher power on my side.
Open Bipolar Disorder
i have been bipolar since i was young, also have personality disorder. i am not currently taking meds, but i know that i have to get back on them. toomany bad days, no sleep, voices in my head. its very hard to deal with this, but daily strength has given me the courage too step out.
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