sheego's Journal

Well today Im having an unusual day but i guess pretty normal when ur bipolar. anyway i have this like bouncing off the walls feeling! like there is something in me that is just dying to get out . but my day dint start off like this at first i just wanted to stay in bed i didnt want to do anything at all. And about two hours ago some energy hit me like bam! so here i am writing trying to get some out i have a psych psper due at school but of course i dont wanna send it in cause im always affraid it wont be good enough! maybe its because i never hear im good enough anymore all everyone ever says is negative about me all the time i think ive heard it so much so it must be true right?