sheego's Journal

well last night i finally got out amd went to a baseball game. I had alot of fun! But by the end of the night I was a little sad cuz I realized how much I miss having an other in my life like a romantic partner. I know its gonna sound strange but last night I was standing by this guy and i caught like a smell from him u know the way guys smell and i actually missed that i must sound crazy or desperate but o well being alone for so long sucks! But I want someone better than the guys I used to date cuz of course they were all using drugs like me but im also affraid someone better wont want me!