Journal Entry for October 7, 2009
October 7, 2009 2:04pm
Hi Everyone!
Progress
20 %
Goal End Date is Dec 16, 08 344 days ago.
Current Weight (Lbs)
313.2
loveisallyouneed
4:28pm, October 12, 2008
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About Me
loveisallyouneed
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About Me
I'm determined to love myself, to be happy, to be healthy, to be appreciative, to be loving, to be caring, to be spiritually happy, and to be understanding. I make mistakes sometimes (who doesn't?) but I try my best not to let that define me..... All that I can tell you is "Get to know me". Right now I'm just trying to deal with all of my issues in a productive way. I just want to be the best me possible and learn to love myself as I am! It's a process and I know that it's going to take time.
I'm determined to love myself, to be happy, to be healthy, to be appreciative, to be loving, to be caring, to be spiritually happy, and to be understanding. I make mistakes sometimes (who doesn't?) but I try my best not to let that define me..... All that I can tell you is "Get to know me". Right now I'm just trying to deal with all of my issues in a productive way. I just want to be the best me possible and learn to love myself as I am! It's a process and I know that it's going to take time.
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Interests
Music(old skool, 90's, R&B, blues, soul, and rock) being with family & friends, learning about new things, travel, healthy eating, healthy lifestyle changes, paranormal studies, concentrating on school, realizing that I can achieve all that I want to.
Music(old skool, 90's, R&B, blues, soul, and rock) being with family & friends, learning about new things,
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Journal
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I'm Back!!!:()
September 29, 2008 5:21pm
Hi everyone,Sorry that I've been gone so long! I hope to be able to get in touch with you all & that your all doing well.I'll fill you …
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Going out of town...8/11/08
August 11, 2008 9:38am
I'll be out of town for the next couple of months guys. I know that I won't be able to come here for a while because I …
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression"It's a battle everyday!" I thought I was cured of this illness but apparently that wasn't so. I can't pretend like I'm ok. I'm not...I'm better than I was before...... I'm definitely not depressed like I used to be, but I'm still battling with it. Getting better everyday...:)
Treatments
- Cymbalta Considering
- I wanna start taking this but I'm not sure about it????
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They are there when I need them.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing journals have always helped me when I was having a hard time.
Close Insomnia
Having trouble sleeping..More so now than ever before. Sometimes I fall asleep without any problems and sometimes I don't fall asleep until the next day....I don't know if it's Insomnia yet but I'm pretty sure that it is. It could be depression related...
Treatments
- Prayer Working / Worked
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a RelativeStill dealing with the loss of two brothers (one was my brother-in-law). Holidays are the worst...
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It helps sometimes....
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Yes, I'm angry and I will probably be angry for a while.
- Music Working / Worked
- Music has gotten me through some of the worst times in my life.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I feels good to think about what kind of person they both were and all the things they used to do for others.
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- They are there.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Sometimes my sister and I talk about them but we don't talk as much as we should. It's just too hard right now. Even though it's been over a year since we lost the both of them.
- Time Working / Worked
- Time heals all wounds...I guess.?.
Open College Stress
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- They've always been a great support system for me.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I need to lose this weight...
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- I won't say that I don't eat anything unhealthy but I try to keep it to 1 serving.
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
- Walking 3x's a week. Plus added some extra exercises in to keep up the momentum. Strength Training also!
Open Abstinence & Celibacy
I've just decided to wait until marriage. There's just to many diseases out there and sex is taken so lightly these days. I just don't like the idea of someone sleeping with me and tossing me to the side. It's happened to me too many times before. I can't do it anymore. I haven't done it in almost three years because I felt like I couldn't trust anyone because of failed relationships. Now, I'm in a better place and I feel waiting is the best option for me. I'm committed to this, good or bad!
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- This is really the only thing that I have....
Open Healthy Relationships
I want to learn how to develop healthy relationships not just with a partner (one day) but my family & friends also. It's been a long time since I've shared a connection with anyone other than my family. I'm not in a rush to start dating but I would like to make some friends. I won't say that I don't have friends, just that I'm not close to them anymore. We just don't have anything in common anymore!:(
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps to get things off my chest...It's sort of a release for me.
