Journal

My 41 year old daughter is losing the use of her arms. She can't lift her right arm or turn the key to start the car. She walks her fingers to get her arm in a comfortable position. When it was just her right arm I thought maybe she had injured her sholder but now her left arm is getting weak. She has an EMG scheduled for the middle of Oct. I  felt better when she had pain in the sholder.  She remembers her dad walking his fingers so she is scared. 

To my dear husband. when you came into my life I needed someone to need me. I'm just glad you came before I found a puppy. You were just a skinny shy kid who couldn't get up the nerve to kiss me. You sat in a restaurant the whole night before we got married because your dad kicked you out because he didn't want you to marry me. This is our special day. This is the song I put in the paper today. " I'll be seeing you in all the old familar places that this heart and mind embraces all day through. I.ll find you in the morning sun and when the night is new I'll be looking at the moon but I'll be seeing you " Your loving wife

My oldest daughters boyfriend just got out of jail for the umpteenth time. They are both crack addicts. she asked her sister to bring them home. thier house is in a drug infested, violent neighborhood. after my daughter dropped them off she saw this gang of black guys chasing this white guy up on a porch and start beating him. She stopped her car and yelled out the window that she had called the cops and they were on the way. This guy turns and yelled "your dead bitch" and they all sterted running. She didn't even have a cell phone so she hadn't called the police. They could have shot her. I'm sure they probably had a reason to be mad at that white guy because he wasn't selling girlscout cookies. Another white hair. I'm just glad I keep and an extra bottle of dye in the house.