Life can be tough sometimes. I know, I have been through enought to understand that not everything will go as planned. I hope that my future will serve me well and I can go on to be successful in my ventures. I am at the University of Colorado at Denver and I am studying Political Science and hoping to go on to teach. I volunteer the Museum of Nature and Science and the Denver Art Museum and I love doing so. There's nothing like really giving back to your community plus it gives me something to do and something that I am looking forward to. I dont have many friends here in Denver, thus I stay at home with my dad most of the time. I go out with my mom rarely any more and I dont see my brother at all. I have Bipolar II Disorder along with anxiety disorder, panic disorder, OCD, multiple personality disorder and many more that come along with all of my current disorders. With this I take anamazingly large cocktail with a huge amount of tranqs.
Life can be tough sometimes. I know, I have been through enought to understand that not everything will go as planned. I hope that my future will serve me well and I can go on to be successful in my ventures. I am at the University of Colorado at Denver and I am studying Political Science and hoping to go on to teach. I volunteer the Museum of Nature and Science and the Denver Art Museum and I love doing so. There's nothing like really giving back to your community plus it gives me something to do
I love politics, watching movies, reading, swimming, running, yoga. I love my life and I love that I can continue to live. I am interested mostly in learning and experiencing new, different and exciting things. I want to teach the world and try to make a difference fore everyone.
I love politics, watching movies, reading, swimming, running, yoga. I love my life and I love that I
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hope20z wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 8, 2009 12:31pm
Still sitting here, it's my birthday and I wanted to have a fun file day out here in Denver. I took…
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Today is my birthday. I am alone other than my family and that depresses me. Thank god for facebook,…
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Tomorrow is my birthday. I have been taking care of my mom since she returned home from the hospital.…
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November 8, 2009 12:31pm
Still sitting here, it's my birthday and I wanted to have a fun file day out here in Denver. I took 4mg of xanax to cool me down but I know that …
November 8, 2009 10:17am
Today is my birthday. I am alone other than my family and that depresses me. Thank god for facebook, the way people now say happy birthday. There are …
November 7, 2009 11:41am
Tomorrow is my birthday. I have been taking care of my mom since she returned home from the hospital. It has been taxing on me but at least she is …
October 29, 2009 2:15pm
It's been snowing for a couple of days now. It has gotten so bad that my college has closed the campus to the students, so we are not driving in …
October 28, 2009 12:03pm
Most people have stayed home for the day due to the major snow we got this evening and today. It is supposed to last some time into tomorrow. I have …
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Wish I knew you on FB.
God bless.
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Recently re-diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I am a student as well as a student leader (the student body president of my university). I cant take the anxiety and depression anymore. Meds, exercise, and other alt. sources of relief don't work for me. I am stuck and scared.
I have fallen back into depression and I am looking for advice. I am a student at the university level and I can no longer concentrate on my academics. It is bothersome. I am dealing mostly with anxiety.
I make myself vomit when I am over stressed. I think that it is a way to release some of the emotions that I have packed into my self. However, recently the frequency of this has increased and this concerns me.
Diagnosed in the hospital. I do things such as not being able to sleep with a dirty kitchen...
I have no friends, I don't know how to connect with people outside of work and school. There is never anyone to call or talk to I am simply by myself thinking all alone... me and my thoughts.
Dealing with Bipolar spending, so I have some credit card debt that I need to deal with.
I over think things and thus I become extremely stressed. Dealing with it is the next step.
