Life can be tough sometimes. I know, I have been through enought to understand that not everything will go as planned. I hope that my future will serve me well and I can go on to be successful in my ventures. I am at the University of Colorado at Denver and I am studying Political Science and hoping to go on to teach. I volunteer the Museum of Nature and Science and the Denver Art Museum and I love doing so. There's nothing like really giving back to your community plus it gives me something to do and something that I am looking forward to. I dont have many friends here in Denver, thus I stay at home with my dad most of the time. I go out with my mom rarely any more and I dont see my brother at all. I have Bipolar II Disorder along with anxiety disorder, panic disorder, OCD, multiple personality disorder and many more that come along with all of my current disorders. With this I take anamazingly large cocktail with a huge amount of tranqs.
Life can be tough sometimes. I know, I have been through enought to understand that not everything will go as planned. I hope that my future will serve me well and I can go on to be successful in my ventures. I am at the University of Colorado at Denver and I am studying Political Science and hoping to go on to teach. I volunteer the Museum of Nature and Science and the Denver Art Museum and I love doing so. There's nothing like really giving back to your community plus it gives me something to do
I love politics, watching movies, reading, swimming, running, yoga. I love my life and I love that I can continue to live. I am interested mostly in learning and experiencing new, different and exciting things. I want to teach the world and try to make a difference fore everyone.
I love politics, watching movies, reading, swimming, running, yoga. I love my life and I love that I
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November 16, 2009 11:27am
I can't believe that I am still at my mom's house, I want to go home, I want to go home to my dad's. I cant believe that my best friend …
November 15, 2009 1:06am
I want to have a wedding. I want to get married to someone who loves me. The only back lash is that we live in a country that denies homosexuals the …
November 11, 2009 12:17pm
Later last night I just broke down to my mother. I don't know what I would expect from suicide. Where do you go? Is it horrible there, dark …
November 10, 2009 8:50pm
I have not written because of the time requirements that I am put on as my mom is sick. I am so depressed and lonely. Spent my birthday with myself …
November 8, 2009 12:31pm
Still sitting here, it's my birthday and I wanted to have a fun file day out here in Denver. I took 4mg of xanax to cool me down but I know that …
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Recently re-diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I am a student as well as a student leader (the student body president of my university). I cant take the anxiety and depression anymore. Meds, exercise, and other alt. sources of relief don't work for me. I am stuck and scared.
I have fallen back into depression and I am looking for advice. I am a student at the university level and I can no longer concentrate on my academics. It is bothersome. I am dealing mostly with anxiety.
I make myself vomit when I am over stressed. I think that it is a way to release some of the emotions that I have packed into my self. However, recently the frequency of this has increased and this concerns me.
Diagnosed in the hospital. I do things such as not being able to sleep with a dirty kitchen...
I have no friends, I don't know how to connect with people outside of work and school. There is never anyone to call or talk to I am simply by myself thinking all alone... me and my thoughts.
Dealing with Bipolar spending, so I have some credit card debt that I need to deal with.
I over think things and thus I become extremely stressed. Dealing with it is the next step.
