Ok, this is gonna have to be vague. I'm not a big talker, but I love to work hard and I'm passionate about a million things (psychology, sociology, biology, spirituality, spending time in nature, conscious consumption, protecting the environment, chocolate, arm wrestling, EVERY form of art, etc. etc. etc.), but I'm not stubborn. I'm very open to looking at things in new ways because I'm passionate about learning and exploring! I can also be extremely shy in public :P It's this horrible shame and self-doubt that arises at times and keeps me tied to my "difficult" childhood. Sometimes I can't even look people in the eye. ...Hmmm... a LOT of communities on here look tempting... I could have joined more... but these two are my main problems right now. I need to build courage to deal with aaaall the other stuff. I am a healthy, genuinely happy person but I admit that I am... struggling... at times. But I make progress every single day. At some point, I realized that I had become bitter and I changed myself right then and there. I can't hold everything in anymore. There's so much joy in me that I can't help but let it out. But I can use all the help I can get. Can't we all?
Ok, this is gonna have to be vague. I'm not a big talker, but I love to work hard and I'm passionate about a million things (psychology, sociology, biology, spirituality, spending time in nature, conscious consumption, protecting the environment, chocolate, arm wrestling, EVERY form of art, etc. etc. etc.), but I'm not stubborn. I'm very open to looking at things in new ways because I'm passionate about learning and exploring! I can also be extremely shy in public :P It's this horrible shame and
Well, in a nutshell, helping the world and my community and bettering myself! I will dedicate myself to the life of a humanitarian, environmentalist, and artist.
Well, in a nutshell, helping the world and my community and bettering myself! I will dedicate myself
June 29, 2008 2:58am
Hey my friends :) Just stopping by and checking in on everyone, though I don't stick around long to say much anymore ;) This site …
February 10, 2008 9:32pm
My God, life is beautiful. I am bursting into such color. This is real. I am nurished! I am a writer at a loss for …
December 27, 2007 11:25pm
Good news: my boobs are bigger! (To me, that's a good …
ur beautiful! happy i bumped into u - love ur photos!!!
Big hugs for big movements in your life :)....Happy Adventures to you in the future :)
hey i hope everythings okay with you. haven't touched base in a while, but things have been better. i hope you're having a nice summer :)
Haven't heard from you in ages! Hopefully it must mean things are going well, all the best. :)
Hey!,how are you? :)
I have inner calm, but I'm still discovering lots old junk to heal from and all sorts of exciting new crap to manage! Sometimes I'm great in public situations. Other times... Good God! I shake, get hot and sweaty, feel sick, feel like nothing is real. I'm learning to function in society again. Maybe a bit for the first time. I'm changing my thoughts, my habits, my state of mind- to deal with this physical discomfort and emotional strain.
Energetic introvert :) I wasn't always shy. I can't seem to fully relax in public, especially around men. I think of so much to say, but I usually just can't get it out. I truely show myself to a few people. But I want to get over this feeling of shame. I am not timid. I am strong-willed and intense. I'm just working to free myself from... stuff. I didn't get my heart broken. I'd get over that. I was thrown into some bad stuff as a kid... Didn't deal so well. Gotta shape up now.
