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novocaineproject
Male, 24, orpington,Kent, GBR
"i feel like shit i guess i need support"
2:40pm, October 30, 2009
the way the fire started the way the fire finished Mood
Monday, June 30, 2008 | A Poem/Artistic story

when did it start to be

wrong to believe in yourself??

all alone wishing you were somewhere else

where you felt needed by everyone

this is how we start to become

 

nothing more than sycophants

we hide behind meanings

screaming gimme one more chance pretty please

i'll say everything that you need to(hear)

 

i lost all faith in you

the day that the fire inside your heart

turnt to ash

where did you go??

i feel like i lost you when you lost that spark

 

you left me with a hole in my chest

but im still on fire

full up with everything that i need to say

not what you need to hear

but i guess this is it

this is how we dissapear

 

to become nothing more than hate filled

bitter nightmares

to tell you the truth

you couldnt make me better

with any of your lies

 

set aside your lies

see the world through my eyes

 

 

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Comments

  1. clutter

    Good writing, sad sentiments. I hope you're OK.


    clutter

  2. clutter

    Who are the neo-nazi bastards?


    clutter

  3. novocaineproject

    i was in a pub last night and there were all these fucking arian race loving neo nazi fuckers


    novocaineproject

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