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novocaineproject 
2:40pm, October 30, 2009
im living with a noose round my neck
a bomb in my head
it ticks every second just to remind me
that unless i fight back i'll never be free from this curse
that fear and hate created 7 years after my birth
i want to be free from paranoid dreams
nightmares screaming even when im awake
i feel the strain from the dirty noose around my face
slowly falling to choke my everlasting fate
i hate that noose
just as much as i hate my infested brain
sorry i know its depressing and kinda shit it just popped into my head lol
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argh man it's all good
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