start living
August 21, 2009 5:56pm
hey this is my last journal which i was going to write in the comment box but like i dunno just umm a bit of advice dont put to much faith in this …
novocaineproject
2:40pm, October 30, 2009
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About Me
novocaineproject
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About Me
im a guitarist my life pretty much just evolves around music lol
im a guitarist my life pretty much just evolves around music lol
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Interests
writing poems/lyrics playing guitar smoking pot making sushi being myself talking to people indie flicks japanese movies japanese culture anime/manga thinking winter
writing poems/lyrics playing guitar smoking pot making sushi being myself talking to people indie flicks
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goodbye people im leaving this site....
August 18, 2009 6:33pm
ive been feeling weird the past few days and i dunno i just feel fucking depressed and just wrong inside i dunno how to explain its like im having a …
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musicness....again
August 18, 2009 10:46am
ive been feeling a bit depressed the past few days so i dont really know what to say but still im gonna leave loads of links to music and stuff …
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:|i need more coffee
August 9, 2009 8:06am
ive just woken uppppppp arggggggggghhhhhhh there's not enough fucking coffee in this world to make me awake enough to type anything that isnt …
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music....
August 6, 2009 9:34am
well its been a while since ive left links to the music i love so here goes there all going to be in the comment box
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Hugbook
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what's going on!! i.m. when you see me on!! bah now i'm worried!!
Hug
I know you won't get this, but...wanted to say hi.
Rainbow
i see you left the site (i read your journal just now) i understand your need to leave. be it a break or be it a permeant leave it is your choice i am not hurt, by this action. but i'll get on MSN soon to chat.
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Rainbow
it appears that you have not been on for quite sometime my dear friend. i'll be comming back on MSN soon, i do miss our chats. i hope you are well.
Shout Out
Sometimes I close my eyes and randomly choose an icon. This was a shout out. How appropriate. Just saying hello and wondering if you are perhaps still peeking in now and again. If not... OK. I'll catch up with you other ways. Hope things are going very well!
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Support Groups
Close Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i've had o.c.d pretty much all my life but it seems to be getting worse every year lol
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
Close Depression
im pretty much depressed consistently even when i should be happy something in the back of my head just switches and pretty much makes me feel like i dont deserve to be happy
Open Shyness
i cant really deal with people at all i just kind of shy away from them i guess its from fear of rejection
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
i pretty much smoke pot atleast 5 days a week and normally from the moment i wake up
Open Healthy Relationships
i've never really had a decent relationship and to be honest im starting to give up with the idea lol
Open Anxiety
ummmm i have o.c.d and i guess social society im pretty much scared of most social situations expecially with people i dont know
Open Self-Injury
i get angry/depressed and normally end up putting cigeretes out on my self its mainly because i'd rather hurt myself than somebody else
Open Insomnia
for the past 6-8 years or so i've never really been able to get a proper nights sleep unless i've been drunk normally i lay in bed and cant close my eyes
Open Phobia
Type: Social Phobiai pretty much have a fear of people and rejection buti guess thats pretty normal
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Relativealot of people that i was close to died when i was a kid i never really let them go
Treatments
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
Open Autism / Autism Spectrum
both of my little brothers have autism
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i've been smoking for about ten years now
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- Nicotine Patch Not Working
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i guess i've suffered from emotional abuse from my old man he used to threaten to commit suicide and other things nad make me feel worthless
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
Open Panic Attacks
i had my first panic attack today in the middle of a packed tube station in camden....fucking fun
Open Alcoholism
im trying not to drink so much but it's hard and i tend to drink alot when i do drink really i just wnat to stop drinking completely
Treatments
- Willpower Working / Worked
Open Paranoia
novocaineproject hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Vegetariani dont like meat but i like vegetarian food....simple really lol
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