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I haven't been on in a long, long time. Really sorry about that. Not many things have happened. Because I can barely do 40 minute car rides I freaked out and didn't go to see my grandparents on Christmas Eve. I still feel really guilty about that. I also moved into the basement, probably around November something-th. I like it down there, pardoning how often bright moonlight shines through my windows. A good pitch-black air is what I sleep to. My sister has my CD player/radio/sounds of nature simulator thing. It belonged to my grandpa on moms side. I'd still have it but there's only one outlet in the entire basement. I miss him. I miss my cat Esther, still. Even though we have a new kitten. Named her Clio. Yes, with an 'i.' To put icing on the unexpected death cake, my fish, Jack, sank slowly to the bottom of his tank, as is the custom of Beta fish. I don't really miss him, I suppose...Well, sort of, sometimes. Now I talk to myself in the basement, not him. His death inspired me into writing a story. It's called Jack Card. The main character I based on what I think my fish would've been like as a human lol. Of course...My poetry's diminished greatly. Writing is easy and hard at the same time. One day, you're bursting with so many ideas you have to make a very vague list and hope you can remember them all. And another I'm almost screaming in frustration, feeling tears sting my eyes because all I want to do is write but I can't sometimes. I don't like that feeling. School's been okay so far. I already hate my English and Health classes. I hate keeping track of what I eat for 3 days and I hate writing fake resumes when I haven't worked yet. It's within my plans to get a job soon. Another good thing, I've lost 15 lbs, give or take. Don't know how it happened. My mom even said it looked like i lost.
