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November 7, 2009 8:26am
COMPUTER ID FIXED...YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!
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Goal End Date is Mar 16, 08 618 days ago.
ronna
1:49pm, July 20, 2009
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About Me
ronna
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About Me
i used to have panic disorder so bad, one major attacks after another, finally with the help of the right combination of drugs, i'm doing much better. i am still a nervous person, knots in my stomach, shaky hands, worrier, bad marriage. now in the last 4 or more years, i have a new problem, afraid to go out alone. if i go out, it has to be with someone and i am fine, but alone, i can only walk my little chiuhauha to corner and back. can't take a bus, can't drive, can't do anything. i am a christian and know God hears my prayers, i know the doctor will find a medicine for this new phobia. i wish i could go to therpy for this, but have no way of getting there. to Scared to take buses to get there. so i mostly stay in and am so bored. i love certain shows on t.v., law & order, law & order svu, bones, house, crimial minds, nancy grace, anything forensic, tru crime, new dectectives, so i have alot to watch. i belong to a club, where we make tags, love playing pinochle on computer, always love that game, been playing since i was a teenager. i love my 4 month old chiuhauha, ( max )love my two kids, who are older now, 27 and 32. just wish i was normal. started with axiety at 17, the panic attacks soon after, then panic disorder. now this new problem. if i can help anyone i will. i am a good caring person. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
i used to have panic disorder so bad, one major attacks after another, finally with the help of the right combination of drugs, i'm doing much better. i am still a nervous person, knots in my stomach, shaky hands, worrier, bad marriage. now in the last 4 or more years, i have a new problem, afraid to go out alone. if i go out, it has to be with someone and i am fine, but alone, i can only walk my little chiuhauha to corner and back. can't take a bus, can't drive, can't do anything. i am a christian
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Interests
tv, computer, my kids, my dog
tv, computer, my kids, my dog
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November 17
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ronna gave belle an I'm with you 12:17am
i get out, about once a month for doctors, and i went to the birthday party. i'm at the point where i'm…
November 16
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ronna gave avdienko a hug 4:33pm
hi, i have artritis in my back and knees. my orth doc. has been telling me for 4 years to walk, but i…
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ronna commented on lovewins’s journal entry fuckin fed up!! 3:59pm
i really hope the neo. doc works for you. being in pain as long as you have, is enough to drive you crazy.…
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ronna gave Tohavecourage a gold star 11:43am
good for you. i wish you all the luck in the world. i hope someday i can do it. ronna…
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to all my friends
October 31, 2009 8:07am
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON DAILY STRENGTH.... MY COMPUTER IS ALL MESSED UP, AOL. IS SENDING ME A C.D. TO FIX IT, BUT IT WILL TAKE 5 TO 10 DAY TO …
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just me
October 21, 2009 2:28am
hi EVERYONE, JUST A UPDATE ON MY JOUNAL AS I HAVN'T UPDATED IT IN A WHILE. I WANT ALL MY FRIENDS TO KNOW THAT AFTER …
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can life get any worse?
July 28, 2009 4:48am
o.k. another saga in my life. again my husband gambled our rent money, 2 months in a row. we are paying an extra $300.00 a month to catch …
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i think, i'm losing it
June 4, 2009 3:24pm
i woke up this morning, so nervous. my stomach is in burning knots, shaking, anxious, etc. i took my meds. and an hour later, still felt the same. i …
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Ronna! Hope you are doing good today...
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Hello rona. how are you? I am okay. I recently spent some time in hospital for crohn's diease. I have a future test to see if i need surgery. The meds may not be enough anymore. I am also waiting to hear about dissability for deppression and anxiety. I hope this note finds you well. Take care. Brad.
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Hey, You really need to try to get out more. I go to my group therapy once a week which is only about 5-6 min. from my house. I try to get out at least once a week. I went to Kmart which is about 15 min. away by myself and panicked several times but I stayed and just took deep breathes. I usually go by myself as I don't have anyone to go with. I'm scared to take my kids anywhere alone with me as I am afraid of panicking with them. Living this kind of life is so hard. Some people like staying home but to me my hubby and I don't get along and it feels more like I'm trapped but I do stay calmer at home. I hope you know that I care and thanks for the hugs. Much needed right now. Love, Stella
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Huge Hug for you Ronna, glad the computer is fixed and it's good to have you back.
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I’m With You
Please, don't ever think you are complaining. That is what this site is for. I am so glad you went to your grandson's b-day party. That is HUGE!!! I get so lonely being here and feelin trapped. I have my kids but some days I just want to go shop and out to eat even go to work etc......It takes a lot of work but when you hate going through the symptoms, its so hard. Maybe one day......
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Close Panic Attacks
i have panic disorder since i was a teenager, started with anxiety. then got worse. i am on colopin, paxil, and depacote. dt. says i have a chemical inbalance that causes it. i learned to live with it. i can't work anymore, because of it, had to go on disabilty. before i was on that i was a nut case, on so many meds., xanax, valium, others, but they only stay in your system about 4 hours. i got addicted to xanax and had to go into hospital and get withdrawn off it., it was terrible!!
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- didn't work
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- worked good with paxil & depakote
- Paxil Working / Worked
- worked with other meds.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- i take that to sleep when i need it
- Xanax Working / Worked
- worked for a wjhile then got addicted need so much to take away panic attacks
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- im on kolonopin, paxil, and depakote, finally, i feel normal. i might get a panic attack 3 xs a year. they still scare me so much, but i use to get one after another, don't know how i lived through that!!!!! but the colonpin has helped greatly with the other 2 medicines. we have a chemical imbalance, you need medicine for that. depakote is what i take for that.
Close Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
i have had agorphobia for five years now, can't leave apt. alone. i too need answers. i can't take it. want to go to therpy for this, but how can i? afraid to drive, afraid to take buses, afraid to go out. i feel like i'm in prision. iam exiting, but not living. the only place i go is to dts. and my son or dauhter has to take me. i use to be independant, that is all gone. this agorphobia has ruined my life!!!! ronna
