Alasey's Journal

I am not in a good fucking mood, frigging parents have been fighting with my brother again, i thought we were over this shit, i can't handle it i really can't. Can they not see what they are doing isn't helping anyone including themselves.

Well it all started when my brother had been txting off my mums phone and he left and mum got a text saying Mr ... have you got a spare tinny for me my mate wants one. Well as you can tell mum got one idea from that, and thats my brothers a drug dealer, which he isnt but yea. And all the shit hit the fan and they were all yelling and muy brother told my mum he hates her and then tried to get sympathy by saying you don't know what its like to have your best friend die. Grr and even though i was not involved at all i feel like shit, i feel sorry for my brother even though it is his fault. he is now home and i am not looking forward to the confontation. I hate this i really do, i can't be living in this environment again last time i very nearly killed myself. FUCK, i can't handle this i really can't im gonna flip.

They are kicking him out yet again i wonder how long it will last this time. I feel sorry for my brother because i can't imagine how he feels when my parents treat this way even though he deserves it i would not be able to handle my parents not caring about me....

And now dad is making it as if mums all behind it omfg! im gunna cut after nearly two weeks.