WELL HHMM
October 12, 2009 2:47am
Good will is a two way street.
Of all the people that you would of thought would see this would be your family rite ?
Well, Its always been the same …
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Micall 
5:52am, October 26, 2009
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About Me
Micall
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About Me
Im a recovering alcoholic and ex drug addict.... http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=tOL07_hSxT8 ... http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=lkMzuXlKQv8
Im a recovering alcoholic and ex drug addict.... http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=tOL07_hSxT8 ... http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=lkMzuXlKQv8
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Interests
Piano, Guitar, Reading, Sport, Films, Music, Life, Nice People etc
Piano, Guitar, Reading, Sport, Films, Music, Life, Nice People etc
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Recent Activity
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6 hugs given, 5 hugs received, 4 journal comments
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Micall gave LadyLuna a hug 7:09am
Just wanted to say hi and well done ! I got to go but hope to c u again ok, M x…
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Micall gave jazzygoober a hug 6:15am
Im here any time you want to chat or msg !…
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Micall commented on jazzygoober’s journal entry my life is over now 6:11am
Same as Shaz realy. Your doctor or someone professional will be there for you until you feel better.…
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Micall gave KathieH a hug 3:49am
Good morning Kathie, hope you had a good weekend and your all refreshed for the week, M…
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GOOD NEWS :o)
September 14, 2009 12:29pm
Dorn got the all clear today, she has to go back in February for tests to be 100% sure but looks like things are going to be ok, wahey. We went for a …
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Another day in paradise lol
September 12, 2009 5:09am
My partner and Mother of my 4 kids got an eviction notice, its been our home for 17 years. My son used the address for his mail and stayed for a …
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top of my head
August 30, 2009 6:13pm
DS is/was my lifeline ! About 2 years ago i needed friends to get me out of deep water, i feel im out but im still in murky water so i ain't …
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Ray of Sunshine
Thanks for hug. Hope you are well!
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THANK YOU MICHAEL,SHALOM LUCY....
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CHILDREN...
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VERY HANDSOME,AND SUCH BEAUTIFUL CHILDRE,SURELY YOU ARE BLESSED MICHAEL.IF YOU FEEL ,PLEASE GIVE SUPPORT TO A GIRL THAT HAS LOST HER MUM AND IS ILL,SHE LIVES IN GB,HER NAME IS jazzy.....look it up in my friends list. AGAPE LOVE LUCY..
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Alcoholism
i started having a problem with alcohol when i began drinking 9/10 percent beer regularly at 23. i was drinking in the mornings because i felt so bad from the night before. not a good idea. people can drink in moderation all there life with no problem. i wish i knew the harm kestrel super, tenants super, white lightning, vermouth, spirits etc was going to do.
Treatments
- AA Meetings Not Working
- not for me, social phobia
- Antabuse Somewhat Helpful
- worked when taking it !
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
- going mad, thinking I've stopped breathing, loud bang in head brain damage ? nausea, extreme anxiety, shakes,nightmares if able to sleep for seconds/minutes etc lack of coordination, stomach pains etc laying in bed for days.
- Detox Working / Worked
- self detox. hell. same as cold turkey.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
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- Sleep Working / Worked
- takes weeks months to get back to some sort of sleep pattern
- Willpower Working / Worked
- good thing to have
Close Shyness
i am 48 now and still painfully shy ? i took speed for a long time, it helped but i got hooked, the doc put me on valium to get me off speed which i also got hooked on. the doc stopped the valium so i drank. i have had a drink problem for 20 years now. all because im shy ? i felt so alone sometimes i drank and done things that i wouldn't of done when im sober because i feel cheated! then i stop drinking and have a guilt complex ! im not sure if a guilt complex is the same as being shy ?
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- DS has been my AA and im sober 18 months
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- i try to do things i enjoy, but all play and no work makes jack a lazy boy, so everything in moderation !
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i dont know it all but counceling told me what i knew allready. the sesions reminded me that i am saposed to be sorting problems out tho
- Self-help Working / Worked
- i make my life easier by not thinking about problem, but problem is'nt solved and life gets very hard when you allways hide from it
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
speed was the first drug i got addicted to. at first it did'nt do anything but i still took it hopeing the next gram would be beter ! before i knew it i was hooked. i had to take it to be normal ? what a crap drug speed is. It mest my head up big time. 6 months of fun but 2 years of hell untill the doc gave me valium to get hooked on instead. at least the valium was free !
Treatments
- Detox Somewhat Helpful
- comeing off speed was hell. exstreem anxiety, paranioa etc
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
My daughter who is 14 was a succes story untill the last year or so. She goes to grammar school/higer education. Her life seems to be mesing up big time now
Treatments
- Education (School) Not Working
- Patience Not Working
- Psychotherapy Considering
Open Healthy Sex
Micall hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Personality Disorders
Type: Paranoid Personality DisorderIm an ex drug addict and alcoholic because of my social phobia/personality disorder. One year sober now.
