I'm getting there!!
August 4, 2009 2:14pm
Things are on the up. I have started taking paroxetine and I think its starting to help!!
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45 %
xxVicki123
9:40am, August 25, 2009
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About Me
xxVicki123
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About Me
Thought I might update this profile because its a little bit out of date :-D I'm still Vicki lol studyin to be a social worker in britain, absolutly LOVING my course and really hope I make it to the end coz its pretty tough!! Here for support because I am crap at dealing with stuff especially t fact i was raped and sumtimes could use a little bit of help. If anybody want to chat message me and I will do my best to help :-) xx
Thought I might update this profile because its a little bit out of date :-D I'm still Vicki lol studyin to be a social worker in britain, absolutly LOVING my course and really hope I make it to the end coz its pretty tough!! Here for support because I am crap at dealing with stuff especially t fact i was raped and sumtimes could use a little bit of help. If anybody want to chat message me and I will do my best to help :-) xx
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2 discussion posts, 2 hugs received
Monday
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xxVicki123 wrote a discussion post in the Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1) support group: Penicillin allergy? 10:06am
How do I spot if my son is allergic to his antibiotics? he has a rash on his tummy and SEVERE diaorriah...…
Saturday
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xxVicki123 wrote a discussion post in the Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1) support group: This has got to stop!!!! 2:56pm
Ok... I know this is a touchy subject but if I am honest I am SICK of hearing about it and being dragged…
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8 days!!
February 12, 2009 9:26am
There's 8 days left till my due date and I am SO ready to have this baby. I feel like a mammoth, I'm tired all the time and I'm bored of …
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Journal Entry for June 23, 2008
June 23, 2008 5:12am
ok... so I only found out on friday and it was 1 hell of a shock but now that i've had time to come to terms with it i'm knda happy.... …
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Well Done
I agree with your post, "This Has Got To Stop!". I decided not to reply as I don't think it will do much good (after reading the 2nd reply) but it simply would add fuel to the fire but I did send Franny a hug of support. DS has gotten me thru the last 2+ yrs (infertility & miscarrige) & now a newborn/BF. I don't know where I would be without DS & people like you & Franny. I hope people can understand that this is a site for support not a personal bash site against others you don't agree with. Again, well done!!!!
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Pls read my journal entry for today. Did they remove my messages from your mailbox too?I have several confirmations that they are going to my friends' mail, and removing my personal e-mails! Good grief. I would not be surprised if they closed my account altogether. Please send me a personal e-mail address just in case!
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Hi hun, thank you so much for the support :) I really appreciate it xx
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Hi hun. I really do not know anything about meds and breastfeeding and how it affects you in general... But I just wanted to say you are being a great mum (and a brave one!) to post your question. And although it is understandable that you would have some negative thoughts like that, there are plenty of children being raised in horrific environments that turn out to be decent human beings. There is absolutely no reason your son would turn out to be the kind of person who could hurt another in such a terrible way. I am so sorry that you have gone through this. I am not the best person to give advice in this situation really, but I am here if you want to chat about how you are feeling!! Xx
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Hang in there! X0X0
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Close Depression
Suffered from depression from a young age. It has got worse since having my baby. Trying to cope without antidepressents atm as I am breastfeeding.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Am on a waiting list to try this.
- Paxil Too Soon to Tell
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- When I can make myself have positive thoughts everything seems better. Until something bad happens, however small, my world comes crashing down/
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Helps sometimes but have a hard time finding the motivation to write
Close Rape
I was raped wen i was 16... i'm 20 now. I blocked it out 4 ages and tried not 2 think about it, i pushed evey1 away from me 2 try and prevent them from finding out and wouldn't let anyone touch me until i found my b/f, he's helping me through it an will sit with me wen i have panic attacks and hug me wen im having a bad day. But I still can't seem 2 4get about it.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Had a few sessions but life was a but chaotic at the time so didn't finish my sessions. Looking to go back soon.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes helpful but I find it REALLY hard to talk about.
Open Panic Attacks
I have been gettin severe painc attacks for 2 years now ever since i was raped i go through stages, sometimes i'll be ok and other times i won't b able to go a day without having 1 or more of them, their worse @ night when i'm alone, @ 1st i was determined not 2 let them ruin my life but i'm begining to give up... they happen 2 often.
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for nearly 6 years now on and off, at the moment i've gone 4 months without doing it which doesnt sound much... but its an aceivement 4 me!!
Open Healthy Relationships
With my b/f of 2 years, we have a child together but I find it difficult to trust him. Sometime could just use a bit of advise
Treatments
- Writing Working / Worked
- Sometimes helps me to vent plus sometimes its easier to write things down rather than talk about them face to face.
Open Pregnancy
Had my baby boy in March 2009. I found pregnancy hard but I love my little boy with all my heart and wouldn't change him for the world.
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Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
Had my little boy in march 2009. he is perfect, he wasn't planned but I am getting there.
Treatments
- Breast Feeding Working / Worked
- was hard at first but we've got it now :-)
Open Breastfeeding
Just had my little boy and am breastfeeding, its going well so far but could use some support!! :-)
Open Pregnancy - Teens
Fell pregnant at 19, it wasn't planned but I love my little boy to bits and wouldn't change him for the world.
Open Post Partum Depression
My son is now almost 5 months old and I have been suffering from PPD for a while now, I think it may be begining to get better.
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