Journal Entry for November 12, 2007
November 12, 2007 12:56pm
Love is a verb. I read that last friday during my lunch break. I had been so angry i was shaking: My X-boyfriend who, my X-boyfriend... my …
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Profession: Desk Job Family: My parents "joke" about forgetting...um, basically my exsistance Philosophy: mmmm...? Passion: mmmm...?
Profession: Desk Job Family: My parents "joke" about forgetting...um, basically my exsistance Philosophy: mmmm...? Passion: mmmm...?
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Journal Entry for October 15, 2007
October 15, 2007 11:50am
(I am helpless against my need to be around my X-boyfriend.)The X invited me out with a bunch of friends on Friday, of course, I went. It didn't …
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Journal Entry for October 10, 2007
October 10, 2007 12:51pm
I had a dream a couple of days ago that me and Stephen Colbert were in love. (he's from that Comedy Central show: The Colbert Repor(t). It felt …
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Journal Entry for October 8, 2007
October 8, 2007 10:36am
-I feel better this Monday than I was last week. -I decided that am going to stop writing the suicide-hotline emails: they asked too many questions …
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Journal Entry for October 5, 2007
October 5, 2007 10:25am
Oh my god this is like myspace for depressed people, yeah? I can upload photos!? Really!? Seems weird...
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here's a hug, I hope your day is going will. If you ever need to talk I'm here. =)
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hi have a random hug hope ur ok
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To A Sweet Girl! Bobby
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You need a break from all relationships to learn to value yourself and build up your own self-esteem - try and get counselling and dont go near your ex - he is the one who has made you suicidal!
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A HUGE hug for youx
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Close Depression
im sad, ill write more later
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it would be nice to do again, however too expensive...
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Possible Alergic Reaction: Skin felt like it was on fire and rashes...
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- of course: you are what you eat... (eat healthy=feel healthy) I still may be depressed but it makes me feel better that I am making healthy decisions about my diet...
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- I workout 3-5 times a week... I still may be depressed but it makes me feel better that I am making an effort to be fit, strong and healthy... Seeing the improvement ON my body helps give me hope for future improvement IN MY HEAD...
Close Self-Injury
I hit myself, mostly in the head sometimes with actual objects but mostly my fists. My head hurts and I have bruises on my shoulders...
Treatments
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
Open Codependency
I'll sum it up in 80's songs: "Addicted to Love" by Robert Palmer, "I Hate Myself for Loving You" by Joan Jett ummm... let me know if any of y'all have any good ones...
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Open Sexual Abuse
I had photos taken of me at a young age where I was naked and the person broke into rooms where I had looked the doors, I lost my virginity with a pillow over my head so the other guy couldn't see me cry and in my last relationship I was made to sleep on the couch if the other guy wanted sex and I was sleeping or too tired- I would typically wake up on the floor on the bed room after he had kicked or pushed me out of bed and then I'd be forced out of the room, typically door locked behind be
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