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wulfgar 
9:57am, August 11, 2009
Well hello,everyone,I hope you are all doing well.I am doing OK considering,thinking about my boys alot lately.I have realized it has been 14 years since I have seen my oldest boy and 11 years since I have seen my youngest.I am going to try and get some help to get in contact with them and try to rebuild our relationship.I know it may sound selfish but I do not want them to have what happened to me and my father to happen to them.I want to be able to have a relationship with them before it is too late.
I am also going to start working out tomorrow because now I have a workout partner.One of the guys in the program that I am in just got his membership to the local gym so now we are going to workout together.So now I can really get into the best shape possible.
Plus I am going through orientation for volunteering at the Hospice and that is going well.But I am still waiting to hear something from Financial aide at the college.This is starting to frustrate me a little bit.
Well that is all for now,everyone stay safe and sane.
Love y'all
Bobby xoxoxo
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Ok dear being a mother I think that it is real important to have relationship with our children. But this is something that you are going to have to work hard at it. This is something that if you really want you are going to have a very long and hard road to go down. Your 2 children do not know you are so there is going to be a lot of work that you are going to have to do to undo all the missing years. I wish you all the luck in the world with this.
realitychick
It's never to late, just take it very slow and know it may be a bumpy road to travel. And lots of prayer before you do anything always helps me.
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