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8:42pm, November 5, 2009
My kids are with me for the second weekend in a row due t o a scheduling issue. I feel like such a terrible person but I am so aggrevated with them it is almost unbearable. I am again and as ususal feeling very lost. I love them dearly but it seems like everytime I think I am well enough to have more time with them I end up getting totally stressed out like I am right now. Now I am trying to analyze this and see if I am simply being a stressed out person or if I am being more than that and I am actually being more irritable, as with my bp. I am moving this upcoming weekend out of my parents house. I am looking forward to not living with them anymore and yet I am terrified that I will jsut start to spiral down since I will be alone more.
So so very lost, angry, hurt, scared, and lonely.
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sorry to hear this... stress is a big issue...when the stress ties in with you bp it is very hard to accept anything. your mind is getting ahead of you......just take it one step at a time.......dont worry yourself too much about , if they come will i be able to handle them, if i move, will i be o k...things like that.......just take it easy and slow...i know it may be hard. but you can do it..........dont let the bp control you, you control the bp. now, moving out of your parents house, you are thinking ahead yourself..,.one thing at a time.. : ) you want to move out, nothing to be worried about then.....you will be just fine.........stay away from the negative thoughts raising threw your head..........no harm intended....have a good day........love ya...hxhx
danroy