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  • About Me

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    ABashfulBeauty

    Female, 21, Seeing Someone
    Mesa, AZ, USA
    Member since October 3, 2007

    • About Me

      Hi, my name is Kirsten and I'm just a girl trying to get through life. My mom passed away in 2008. It's been so hard without her. She was everything to me. But I'm trying to keep strong. I have a wonderful fiance, who has always been there for me and who I love to death. He's my one true love. I have depression, anxiety, shyness, Bipolar, etc. I have been struggling my whole life and I feel different from everyone else in the world. I feel so alone. But I'm so glad I found this site, it has really helped me out alot. Thanks to all my wonderful friends on this site, I know I will pull through :)

      Hi, my name is Kirsten and I'm just a girl trying to get through life. My mom passed away in 2008. It's been so hard without her. She was everything to me. But I'm trying to keep strong. I have a wonderful fiance, who has always been there for me and who I love to death. He's my one true love. I have depression, anxiety, shyness, Bipolar, etc. I have been struggling my whole life and I feel different from everyone else in the world. I feel so alone. But I'm so glad I found this site, it has really

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      www.myspace.com/chillychic

    • Interests

      I LOVE the sound of the piano( i used to take lessons), swimming, reading, spening time with my faincee, going places, watching movies, listening to music, etc.

      I LOVE the sound of the piano( i used to take lessons), swimming, reading, spening time with my faincee,

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      From belladeath Yesterday

      Awww I miss you too!! *hugss*
      I'm doing well. Pregnant now. I got to see my babies heartbeat for the first time today. :)

      How are you doing hunn??

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      From Chris1981 Yesterday

      good afternoon Kirsten, and family! :) Super big happy friendship hugs! :) Hi angel, be sure to continue to rest well, and definitely don't push yourself to go out. right now, you need rest, so that you can fully heal. :) You're in our thoughts and prayers angel. :) maybe you could watch some movies. :) We're so very sorry that you aren't feeling well. super big comforting hugs! get well very soon angel. Thank you for your lovely comments, warm well wishes, and hugs. :) my family and i deeply appreciate everything, with all of our hearts. :) We're enjoying a nice day, we had so much fun shopping. :) i bought some Christmas cards, iced gingerbread cookie coffee, some candles, and also bought some pretzels. :) we had lots of fun shopping, at the dollar store and job lot store. :) Do you all have a dollar store there? :) there's lots of Christmas gifts in the stores. :) it's a wonderfully wholesome time of the year. :) lots of great memories being made, to always cherish and treasure. :) we want you to rest well angel, so that you can heal. we're very hopeful, that you will be back to 100% very soon, so that you can resume your studies and classes. :) We all say hi. :) we send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings, and lots of super big happy friendship hugs, from CT :) We love you lots and lots, our wonderful angel friend. :) Take care, enjoy a nice relaxing, and peaceful evening and night. :)

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      From Melly517 Yesterday

      Hope you are feeling better! Yesterday wasn't so bad, and I actually get to go out tonight so I'm happy about that =] Hope you are having a good day

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      From Chris1981 Yesterday

      good morning Kirsten, and family! :) rise and shine, with a sweet sunny happy saturday smile! :) how are you feeling today? my family and i hope and pray, that you are feeling better, and that you all enjoyed a nice evening and night. :) We're so very sorry that you aren't feeling well. we are sending our very best well wishes, and positive healing energy. continue to take very good care. it's ok angel, to delay your diet. You aren't feeling well, and your diet, can always begin at another time. what's most important, is that you rest, and heal fully. :) We all care deeply about you. :) do you have any plans for today? :) it's amazing, how Thanksgiving, and Christmas is approaching soon. :) my family and i are so very happy and excited about going shopping today. :) You'll be with us in spirit. :) i want to buy some Christmas cards, and i want to buy some Thanksgiving decoratives. :) it's gonna be a super fun shopping adventure. :) i look forward to sharing our adventures with everyone. :) Lots of great things going on, and many very special memories being made. :) The weekend is here! :) We love the weekends. :) We're looking forward to celebrating the holidays with everyone. :) it's so very nice, and very special, getting to share our days, and adventures with eachother. :) Thank you so very much, for all of your lovely comments, warm well wishes, and hugs. :) we deeply appreciate everything, with all of our hearts. :) We had so much fun baking goodies yesterday. :) last night, i had some pizza and a slice of banana walnut bread. :) we already can't wait until our next baking friday adventure. :) each week, is a super fun adventure. :) Lots of great things to look forward too. :) We all are doing well, we're in good spirits. :) very excited about going shopping. :) It's gonna be an amazing day, and a great weekend. :) This is a wonderful time of the year, to enjoy beautiful and peaceful nature. :) this morning, i gonna enjoy a nice nature walk. :) i gonna feed the squirrels and bluekays. :) we love the weekends. :) You always warm our hearts, brighten our days, and make us smile. :) Thank you again, so very much, for everything. :) We send our love, warm friendship wishes, caring thoughts, many blessings and lots of super big happy friendship hugs, and happy sunny saturday smiles, from CT! :) Take care, get well very soon. :) enjoy a nice day. :)

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      From Justonekitty Yesterday

      Thanks for the understanding comment. I'm glad to make friend with you. Hope u feel better.

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  • Support Groups

    • Close Asperger Syndrome

      Treatments

      Metadate Somewhat Helpful
      I still have problems concentrating but it helps a little when I don't forget to take it.
      Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
      Not helpful enough
    • Close ADHD / ADD

      Well i had ADD all my life but just now got diagnosed with it, its hard to concentrate and stay still for a long time

      Treatments

      Metadate Considering
      it kind of helps when i remeber to take it,sometimes it makes me feel dizzy and sick
    • Open Anxiety

      Treatments

      Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
      it helps sometimes but i keep practicing it
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      i can somewhat make myself think positive but its hard!!
    • Open Depression - Teen

      i had depression for along time and its just gotton worse i have lost a lot of family memebers and i jut dont know what to do with my life

      Treatments

      Celexa Somewhat Helpful
      i works alitte but im still very depressed
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      yes the support of my family and boyfriend and friends on ds have helped alot
      Talking Working / Worked
      talking about it does help alot for me
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      well iv had ocd for probably my whole life i used to to things repeatedly all the time now its overstressing and obsessing over objects and sometimes over people but im not taking any meds for it yet though but hopefully i will soon.

    • Open Bereavement - Teens

      I lost my grandma and grandpa when i was real little. When i moved to AZ i lost both of my aunts who i loved dearly and i just recently lost my mom on Feb. 29-2008. It hurts soo bad to lose somebody u love, i wish i could just see my mom, aunts, and grandparents just for a min but especially my mom, i loved her w/all my heart. I miss her soo much!! :(

      Treatments

      Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
      Its helps out a little but it does take away the pain
      Pets Somewhat Helpful
      My dog usually cheers me up alot but sometimes i just really cant stop thinkin about them!!
      Remembering Somewhat Helpful
      It helps sometimes helps but im sometimes it makes me sad, but i like remembering cause i dont want to forget the good times we had
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      Yes!! the support i get is very helpful!! I dont know what i would do without it!!
      Talking Working / Worked
      Yes talkin about it really helps out sometimes i cry but i think its good to let it out, but alot of the times it makes me sad but it does help!
      Time Working / Worked
      Over time its gotton alittle better but i just still really miss them!!
    • Open Shyness

      Iv been shy all my life, its hard for me to make friends out in the world, i can talk to ppl that i fell comfortable around though, i just dont like being shy, i want to be more outgoin but im getting better at it!!

      Treatments

      DailyStrength Working / Worked
      DS has helped sooo much w/my shyness, it helps me open up to others alot!!
      Pets Working / Worked
      my dog really helps me feel better!!
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Talkin to my docs and councellor helps out alot!!
      Self-esteem Somewhat Helpful
      I have alittle bit of self-esteem but not as much as i know i need
      Self-help Somewhat Helpful
      i can sometimes get myself to not be soo shy but its hard, ppl always tell me that i dont talk enough around ppl.
      Socializing Working / Worked
      I have a boyfriend so i got alittle better at being shy but im still shy around ppl i dont know and sometimes ppl i do know!!
    • Open Healthy Relationships

      iv been together with my boyfriend for almost 3 years. he is my life!! but sometimes we have problems understanding eachother. sometimes i feel like he doesnt understand how i feel and why i feel a certain way, i want him to understand.

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      im very patience with him because i love him dearly.
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      it sometimes helps for us to talk it out and sometimes he gets it but sometimes he doesnt.
    • Open Panic Attacks

      Iv had panic attacks for a few years now...but even more so since im facing more challenges

      Treatments

      Effexor Not Working
      Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
      it helps sometimes
      Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
      i can sometimes think happy thoughts but its hard!!
    • Open Anger Management

      sometimes i cant control my temper and iv hurt alot of ppl by getting so angry, iv just gone through alot and get very upset.

    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      Im bipolar...i have very BAD mood swings that drive me crazy!! i got dx not that long ago but have had it for along time. Im looking for support.

      Treatments

      Abilify Working / Worked
      It helps
      Celexa Working / Worked
      It works.
      Depakote Not Working
      Wellbutrin Not Working
    • Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen

      Im bipolar..i have very BAD mood swings and im looking for support.

      Treatments

      Celexa Somewhat Helpful
      It help me out alittle but it wont get rid of the pain.
      Music Working / Worked
      Music helps me with everything!! It help but when i hear a sad song it sometimes makes me cry
      Pets Working / Worked
      my dog helps me feel better alot of the times
      Talking Working / Worked
      yes talkin about it helps alot!! sometimes though me makes me cry but i feel a little better to talk about it so its not like i forgot the whole thing and that i forgot them!!
    • Open Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Parent

      I just recently lost my mom...i feel like i cant cope, i miss her sooo much!! She was very supportive of me and cared and helped the best she could.

      Treatments

      Crying Working / Worked
      Getting Angry Working / Worked
      Helping Others Working / Worked
      Keeping Busy Working / Worked
      Music Working / Worked
      Pets Working / Worked
      Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
      Reading Working / Worked
      Remembering Working / Worked
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      Support Groups Working / Worked
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Pet Bereavement

      I lost my very sweet dog, that i loved with all my heart. I miss her so much!! :( Her name was precious.

    • Open Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      I feel depressed almost all the time. I wish i knew how to make it go away! iv been depressed for years. i HATE feeling this way :(

      Treatments

      Celexa Working / Worked
      It works wonders, if i wasnt taking it i would feel much worse!!
      Effexor Not Working
      Positive Thinking Working / Worked
      Very helpful!! I try to think positvie all the time about everything and i think it helps more the meds!!
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      I have wonderful support from both my daugthers and my brother they help me soo much!!
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      Zoloft Not Working
    • Open Loneliness

      I just feel so lonely all the time...and i dont know why, I just feel so...empty...

    • Open Phobia

      Im afraid of small spaces and im afraid of speaking in public and have social phobia.

    • Open Shopping Addiction

      With my depression its hard not to want to shop. If i could i would go crazy in shopping! I shop everytime i get, i just cant get enough of shopping! Every time im real depresesed i have to shop...

    • Open Stress Management

      Im always stressed about something...its very hard for me to not be stressed.

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      Patience Working / Worked
    • Open Fitness Goals
      Type: Maintain a workout schedule

      I want to get more in shape because im not happy with the way I look.

      Treatments

      6 Week Body Makeover Too Soon to Tell
      Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
      Weight Training Considering
      Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I hate it say it but I am gaining weight...Im goin to start eating better and exercising. I have been getting overweight bit by bit and I want to stop it before it get worse...I dont know what diet im gonna be on yet though...

      Treatments

      6 Week Body Makeover Too Soon to Tell
      Counting Calories Somewhat Helpful
      Eating Healthier Foods Too Soon to Tell
      Eat Less Too Soon to Tell
      Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
      Slim-Fast Somewhat Helpful
      Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Teen Anxiety

      I've had anxiety since i was very little and it hasnt gotten any better...

    • Open Bullying

      I was bullied alot as a kid by other kids and my teachers. They said really hurtful things to me that im still not over. They made me feel different then everyone else and I am still being bullied till this day.

    • Open Home Schooling

      I was home-schooled from 3rd grade to 9th. I was put on home school due to problems in school that I could not handle at the time.

    • Open Motherless Children

      I lost my mom to Empysema on 02/29/08. It has been hard without her. I have a real hard time coping and I miss her so much!

    • Open Separation Anxiety

      I am very attached to my faincee and I get freaked out if he goes anywhere without me. I beg him not to go places without me and my anxiety can get VERY bad when he leaves. I was also the same way with my mom b4 she passed. Its a horrible feeling to have.

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      It helps to listen to music
      Pets Somewhat Helpful
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
    • Open Female Sexual Issues

      I have been with my faincee for 4 years and we still havent had sex. I have NEVER had sex before and Im scared to DEATH about it because im terrified of it hurting real bad. I also havent have sex because I cant even get in the mood just to do the things before sex. Im so lost.

      Treatments

      Relaxation Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety

      I have real bad social anxiety and a real big fear of being in crowds. I get real nervous around people and sometimes have panic attacks.

    • Open Healthy Sex

      I'm new to sex and would like support and advice.

      Treatments

      Patience Too Soon to Tell
    • Open Acne

      I've had acne since I was around 12 years old.

      Treatments

      Dermabrasion Not Working
      Proactiv Working / Worked
      It worked but I couldn't afford to buy more...
      Washing Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Financial Challenges

      Me and my fiancee have a real hard time with managing money. We just recently moved in together and we're having a hard time with the bills and just having money for certain things.

      Treatments

      Budgeting Too Soon to Tell
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