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sunni185 
Well today is the 9th day not smoking. I really believe I'm going to be able to quit smoking for good this time. I just keep remembering how Jade would tell me I was going to die if I smoked. I guess it may not have mattered to me but it did matter to her. I think because it is a fear she has of losing me or Bob because we are the only stability sh has had in her life. I feel a little better everyday, but I 'm gaining weight. Oh well, I guess I'll have to worry about that later, after I'm past the safe stage in my quit, whenever that is.
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Well it's my second day without smoking. This one seems to be a little tougher for some reason, but I'm determined to make it. I'll worry about tomorrow when it gets here. I feel really good for finally making the decision and sticking with it, only if it is only 2 days so far. Most people don't understand this, but believe me smokers do. I keep thinking of Jade's little face and it makes me want to continue. Hopefully I'll overcome this addiction to nicotine, I have to keep trying.
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