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  • About Me

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    AnAddictionAdored

    Female, 18
    H-Town, NZL
    Member since October 3, 2007

    • About Me

      ~~Poem~~ ___~***The demons and eyes, The secrets and lies ...Inside... Just beneath the skin My wires are coming undone... My stitches are coming loose... And one day soon, you shall see... The darkness that is inside of ME.***~___I like to say "Just" and "I don't know" to bulk up my sentences. I like to say "But" to make excuses for my behaviour and make me hate myself less. I love to say sorry, but others (Esp. my B/F) get sick of it. I bake and i make all my family and friends fat... They hate it. I'm random, usually pretty untalkative and seem distant a large percent of the time.

      ~~Poem~~ ___~***The demons and eyes, The secrets and lies ...Inside... Just beneath the skin My wires are coming undone... My stitches are coming loose... And one day soon, you shall see... The darkness that is inside of ME.***~___I like to say "Just" and "I don't know" to bulk up my sentences. I like to say "But" to make excuses for my behaviour and make me hate myself less. I love to say sorry, but others (Esp. my B/F) get sick of it. I bake and i make all my family and friends fat... They hate

    • Interests

      Baking, Psychological Disorders, Nora Roberts (The author), Listening to Music, Watching TV, Chatting Online with my various group sites. ... Suicide(As depressing as that sounds).

      Baking, Psychological Disorders, Nora Roberts (The author), Listening to Music, Watching TV, Chatting

  • Recent Activity

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  • Journal

    • Thinking about dying.

      Mood April 20, 2009 1:46am

      This is really hard to write as I've been feeling very.... closed, lately.I don't like talking about things because people keep shutting me …

    • Hey

      Mood January 18, 2009 8:58pm

      Hi guys... And Girls I suppose.Does anyone actually take offense to that?Well, I've moved now.I'm now living in town.Well, it's …

    • Frustrated angry babbling....

      Mood December 6, 2008 4:27am

      Grr I'm so frustrated!As you can probably tell by the name...

      My boyfriend is on the atkins diet and it's really bugging me!Him and his mum …

    • General Update.

      Mood December 2, 2008 6:57pm

      Well, this journal probably wont be very interesting. I'm just here to update my weight loss progress. Dieting wasn't going well for me, but …
    • Feeling kind of worthless...

      Mood November 18, 2008 8:19pm

      Feeling kind of worthless, to be honest.

      I used to feel so preasured into being the right thing.To behaving well, doing what I was told, etc.And I …

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      From sleepykitten May 13

      Thanks for all your comments on my photos, I didnt notice them before!

    • High Five

      From CloudStrife April 20

      ^_^

    • Hug

      From CloudStrife April 20

      i definitely know the feeling. don't worry about me though. i don't mind helping my close friends like you. i know how you feel about the whole "family not listening to you" thing. you have to try to let them know how you feel and maybe they'll be there for you more often. no matter what happens, just try to hang in there and stay strong, okay? *hugs*

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  • Goals

    Progress

    75 %

    Goal End Date is Dec 5, 08 355 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    137.72
    Goal Completed on Oct 6, 08
    Goal Completed on Jul 2, 08
    Goal Completed on Apr 29, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Eating Disorders

      UNDIAGNOSED. I flick between binging, binging/purging, restricting, restricting/overexercising. Food is never easy for me anymore.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Not Working
      None of them listened to me. Gave up on them after seeing two seperate therapists. I just don't care anymore.
    • Close Self-Injury

      Been self-harming on and off since i was 14... tried to quit, failed. got bored of it, got re-interested... so on and so forth. Currently falling into the habit again.

      Treatments

      Red Marker Not Working
      I use paint... and paint graphic body wounds onto myself. But its never satisfying and it only makes me want to do it for real.
      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      My boyfriend told me to try it, it worked for a couple of days (a week max) until the rubber band broke.
      Talking Not Working
      My family doesn't talk about personal issues, so i never learnt how.
    • Open Depression - Teen

      I'm 16, been struggling with on/off depression since i was 10-11... It's sneaking back again.

      Treatments

      Art Somewhat Helpful
      Its handy getting it out on paper, but it doesn't heal.
      Music Not Working
      Generally makes me worse.
      Pets Working / Worked
      I have a dog who always makes me feel loved, somehow more then my bf does... Shes such a sweetie.
      Positive Thinking Not Working
      I can never force myself to be positive.
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      Family makes fun of me, Friends just bug me.
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Venting helps a little sometimes, but most of the time (like right now) i'm locked up in my head so i can't really talk about it.
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
      I write ALOT... Fictional stories and Journals. Its good for venting, but it's no cure to my problems.
    • Open Insomnia

      I haven't been able to get to sleep before 3am for 7-10 days... It's 5:15am, no sleep yet. 5am seems normal now. I'm so sick of feeling so tired and drained! i'm so sick of feeling so exhausted!

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      It gives me something to break the silence, it stops my mind from wandering so much... but it doesn't really help me sleep better. It passes the time at least.
      Reading Working / Worked
      Reading makes me sleepy, especially slow text documents of reports... those help to make me tired. but they're generally too boring for me to WANT to go read. I would rather be up all night most of the time.
    • Open Seasonal Affective Disorder

      Tragically, Summer is the most Depression-Prone time for me.

    • Open Food Addiction

      Upon reflection... i guess the dead give away of having a food addiction was the first time i started fantasizing about buying dozens of cakes and sitting somewhere alone like my bathroom and just shoving them down without much care to whether i was full or not... Food is not my friend, why can't i remember that?

      Treatments

      Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Not Working
      I tried a Bingers Anonymous on this diet site i used, but it didn't work like i hoped it would.
    • Open Teen Sexuality

      My sexuality... Complicated. What more can i say?

    • Open Female Sexual Issues

      Damaged point of view on sex.

      Treatments

      Relaxation Not Working
      Doesn't help me.
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I've been having some problems with emotional binge eating and I've gained 5 pounds that i'm REALLY struggling to lose again... but i'm hoping joining here will help!

      Treatments

      Counting Calories Working / Worked
      It works when i do it properly!
      Eat Less Working / Worked
      It works when i manage to do it.
      Physical Exercise Working / Worked
      I believe in physical exercise as being the key ingredient to weight loss. It really helps SO much!
    • Open Depression

      Ah depression... need i explain my relationship with it? it's pretty normal.

    • Open Diabetes Type 1

      My best friend online found out he had diabetes a year ago... just looking to ask some questions and stuff :]

    • Open Children Of Divorced Parents

      Parents split before I was born and got a divorce not long after that... I don't see my dad anymore and I've always lived with my mum.

      Treatments

      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Sometimes talking about it with my siblings helps.
    • Open Hypochondria

      I don't know if I'm actually a hypochondriac or not but I find this stuff interesting! :]

    • Open Teen Anxiety

      I have anxiety issues...

    • Open Healthy Relationships

      It will me my partner and I's 3rd year aniversary on the 30th October. Just here to look for advice and such.

      Treatments

      Patience Somewhat Helpful
      It helps to remember that he is his own person and to be patient while he figures out his own issues sometimes.
      Talking Somewhat Helpful
      Sometimes it doesn't help. Sometimes it does. Depends if I feel like he's listening!
      Writing Considering
      It sort of works, but it only really releases my own tension. It doesn't help US.
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