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onthebeach 
this week has been rough. had a colonoscopy and what would have been my 15th wedding aniversary. I of course did not allow myself to feel. when I do this i have a rough weekend because I just feel it then when i am feeling lonely on the weekend.
I am trying to get through this weekend and try not to be to depressed.
bye for now
Mary
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It is hard to keep oursleves in going to that place. I find myself struggling many times. This morning was tough for me. But I will get through it like many times I have before. I am trying to keep busy but find myself seeking comfort here at DS and trying to help others. Hang in there
keepthehope
Good for you on getting your colonoscopy! I know people who refuse to do it. My dad had never had one (hates going to doctors, never had prescription meds, etc) and when he was kinda talked into it they found colon cancer, he had surgery & chemo, and now he's back out on the golf course!
anne7676